If I knew that
They were always together
And that
Their loved was maybe forever?
Than I would have never
Threw my named in the hat
Or ever have gone to bat
And risk my future endeavors
And bent over backwards
Like an acrobat
And fought for her
Like this was combat
Before everything between us went awkward
Back when she easily had me format
Too her ways and used me as a doormat
Because see if I known that
She was his pussy that belong to this tomcat
Than she wouldn’t have to pushed me away
As I would have disowned her just like that
And he wouldn’t have to go out of his way
To go and bomb that
Of what was left of our relation-ship
Before they came to scat
And she came at me with her me-too attack
That left me to get gat by her killed shot
And has left me now to slip back
And take a trip down my memory lane
In this rap of mine
That has made me now into an afterthought
And give you all my summary of my pain
Covered in the bloodstains of my shame
Of how her and I we became entwined
That is still ingrained in my brain
Since 0-nine
When I thought she would comeback
To be mine
And now I have realized
That I was just wasting my time⏳⌛️😭💔
And that this was always a planed heist
For him to go and take her back 💒👰🤵♂️🤰👶👶
And at first I would have been fine
If I didn’t have to go in blind👨🦯🦮🕶️
And that I knew that at the time
Before it became an official fact😭💔
That left my world to now go black🌎⚫️👨🦯
Thanks to how you all come to redact
And she put our loved on iced💔⚰️🪦🧊
That left me now wanting payback🤬💰
That goes way back to when I came to sacrificed
All of what little that I had at the time
Back when I thought that she was still mine
Before she disappeared like a needle in a haystack💉👩🌾👻
And came at me like a terrorist attack from ISIS
That now has Tali-ban me and left me to paid the price 🤬💰
For stupidly going out of my way and taking her back🤥🤦♂️💔😭
All so I could get beheaded again like she was Iran 🇮🇷
And that was why my rhymes they are still causing a riot
Because see I wished that at the time that I ran 🏃♂️
Instead of me trying to stand my ground
And remained quiet🤫
Until it all went down
And she came at me like a slingshot to a giant
That has left me now defiant
Thanks to how she made me take the fall
For her online clown💻🤡
That you all take now as being rocket science🚀👨🔬👩🔬
The day that she came to end it all for us💔⚰️🪦
And changed me now like the climate🌏🌦️🌪️⚠️
As you all find me now
As something that most still can’t weather ⛈️🌨️
I meant whether
But some of you still think that I am an assignment
And that I am going do what I am told like Simon says
Was what now adds to my many trust issues 🤥
On why I now distrust everyone until I am dead⚰️🪦👻
As you all forget that I have been this way
Since she went and threw me under the bus🚍
And turned our love intentionally into a bust 💔
His nuts back when she skipped town🤫🥜🛣️🧳🚪🫂
And I became a victim to their lust😍🥰⚰️🪦
Inspired by Eminem’s Last one Standing https://youtu.be/gXH7_XaGuPc