Opening verse of mine called #Blackmail inspired by @DeadBy_Sunrise #InToYou https://youtu.be/Zam3b1bLa-Q also by #MeToo Sherri my #CrazyExGirlfriend for those who don’t know who Sherri was to me?

Because see this is where I’m now conflicted
As these bigots might’ve detest, protest and picketed
And looked at our love as grotesque and wicket
But baby you knew that I always gave you my best
And still that wasn’t good enough as I got evicted
From your heart though I was never convicted!
 
Because if anything was my fault?
It’s because I was selfishly addicted
Too a default and didn’t predicted
That you would put all the blame on me
And make our heartbreak my fault
 
As I was drawn to you by impulse
Looking to belong as if you were a cult
Not knowing that your feelings for me was false
And now I am a suicide to the asphalt💔⚰️👻
 
Inspired by @DeadBy_Sunrise #InToYou https://youtu.be/Zam3b1bLa-Q
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Random thoughts of mine inspired by @linkinpark’s https://youtu.be/Tm8LGxTLtQk for @CLToronto and @cltbrad1 and also inspired by #MeToo Sherri💔

I kinda canoe that I was up shits creek without a paddle🛶
But I didn’t want it to be true💔
As I hoped that we were somewhat compatible💑
But I knew that our love was always an uphill battled⚔️
I just didn’t expected to be trade up for some asshole🥊
So that she can now go and live in his fake ass-castle🏰
As it was unimaginable that I would become collateral
And be left now to suffer in the silence of the shadows😭
In the violence of our battles ⚔️🥊⚰️
That still leaves my cage to this day still raddled
As I feel like Kurt Cobain in Seattle⚰️
Suicide to my brain as I just wanna forget my pain💔
That still rains down on me as a reminder🌧️☔️💔
 
Inspired by #LinkinPark‘s https://youtu.be/Tm8LGxTLtQk

Finally somewhat @CLToronto Jason gets my anger and hatred for #MeToo Sherri and for her stupid selfish #BadChoices she made at my expense of almost costing me my #freedom with her #false #Blackmail #accusation against me back in 08 for her current #happiness while I suffer with #Cancer #alone!

Finally @CLToronto Jason somewhat now gets it as he is starting to realized that my sick🤮mind🧠only wants #MeToo Sherri’s blood and her soul👻 for me to consume as there is no #forgiveness even if #God was her #witness as I just wanna see her suffer🔥👿👻 like she made me in 08!
 
Because Sherri like my evil mother always had choices but chose to make bad choices instead at my expense for Sherri’s selfishness and greed and sadly also drugs that entrapped my mother right up to her untimely death⚰️ in cycles of abusive relationships💔 all so my mother can get high, therefore Sherri has no excuses as she is a bitch that reap what she sow now deserves!
 
Just like my evil mother had choices but chose her selfishness and greed and drugs and left me my brother and my sister to suffer life’s consequences of her sins from her and my evil father’s selfish choices at our expenses and knew it was wrong but did it anyways because my mother never suffered any of the consequences, however me and my sister mostly did as we are messed up because of our mother’s bad choices while my brother got lucky thank God and sadly only suffers anger for him being dragged into it and from birth defects from
premature birth and how me and my sister sadly made him feel sometimes unwanted or the third wheel, but he is now living better than the both of us and happy like he deserves

Here’s my 30th #poem called #Obsession by Tic-Tac-Toe inspired by @Eminem and by #MeToo Sherri for @CLToronto and @cltbrad1

Obsession

By Tic-Tac-Toe

 

See I was a creature of habit

And thought that I could reach her and save her

As I gave her everything just to be her savor

But we were back at it like addicts, two deceivers

While she was a creeper creeping behind my back

As he was the grim reaper of havoc turning me into a maniac

Pretending like a preacher that he was a good catholic

But if you now go deeper, he was really just another savaged

While she was just another cheater that turned our love tragic

And killed our magic, therefore now he can have her

Because see! Now she is dead to me like a cadaver

Right from the moment that he had kidnapped her

And hijacked her and she became a backstabber

That now forced me to rewrite our chapter

Now that I realized that I wasn’t a factored

And that I really never had her!

Therefore, I’ll never know what really attracted her?

Or why I had to go and have her?

When he really already entrapped her

Right into their love’s disaster!

 

So please don’t take exception

As I’ll go deeper and explained my obsession

My pain that I should’ve saw right from our conception

But instead she gave me three months of deception

And turned our love right into a weapon

And left me now with a twisted perception

When she murdered our love for her obsession

 

Because see! Before I exposed her

And disposed of her, here’s why I loved her

Before she had traded me up for that internet poser

As I just want you all to know

That she never gave me no closure

Though I was a good solider

That never knew that our love was over

As I should have got a clue

When she became a lot colder

And our love became long distance

But my view of her wasn’t sober

As I was love drunk and complicit

And refused to listen until we were over

But by then I was already replaced by this internet punk

That got bolder when he got one over on my intellect

And now she will be the odor coming out of the trunk

As I drove her off of that bridge drunk! Like my homeboy Slim!

As I’m now getting Shady as my thoughts have become grim

As I’ve grand theft her husband’s Mitsubishi

And left a homicide note, so I hope that this bitch can swim?

As the water fills up as I’m now leading her to the slaughter

Therefore, don’t bother as I’ve already gone out on the limb

When I offered her and gave her my protection from him

Before he softens her up in a way that’s now so grim!

 

So please don’t take exception

As I’ll go deeper and explained my obsession

My pain that I should’ve saw right from our conception

But instead she gave me three months of deception

And turned our love right into a weapon

And left me now with a twisted perception

When she murdered our love for her obsession

 

Therefore, these are just my fantasies that I fancy

So, don’t get antsy, just be like Nancy Pelosi

And realized that you can’t impeached me!

Because when it comes to my flows, you’re below me

Not even average that’s why I come at these flows like a savage

Therefore, you should realize by now that you can’t teach me!

 

So please don’t take exception

As I’ll go deeper and explained my obsession

My pain that I should’ve saw right from our conception

But instead she gave me three months of deception

And turned our love right into a weapon

And left me now with a twisted perception

When she murdered our love for her obsession

Random verse of mine inspired by @Eminem

Truthfully and ruthlessly
This is when things between us got goofy🤣
And all fucked up like a roofie🍸
Because see after I took her to the #movies🎬
That’s when she started to put the screws to me
And excluded me in hopes of just to lose me
Therefore because of her truancy out came my lunacy🤪
This rage of mine inside of me that still consumes me🤬
Since June of 08 when she brought forth my doom💔
And decided to seal my fate like a stillborn in a whom🤰👶⚰️
Therefore now there’s only room to feel my hate💔
Because unruly she went and traded me up for jewelry 💍
And to now go and smell like a brewery🍻🍷🍹🍾
Therefore I don’t give a fuck if she wants to sue me👨‍⚖️
As she is going to now wish that she never knew me!
 
Inspired by #Eminem

Random #freestyle of mine inspired by @Eminem and by #MeToo Sherri for @CLToronto and @cltbrad1

See I don’t know what attracted her?😍
But from the moment that he hijacked her💻
And distracted her and recaptured her👮‍♂️
And entrapped her into their love of disaster🕸️🤵👰💒💔
I’ve gotta now go and rewrite our chapter📝
And scrap her, though my heart she once captured👮‍♀️
For three months and now I’m back on the hunt🎯👱‍♀️
Because see I didn’t know that her love was a stunt 🤸‍♀️
And that she was a psycho with a cunt🤪👱‍♀️
Because see her favorited sport is football🏈
Therefore my bad as I’ve set her up for a punt🏈
For this slut now to put her foot🦶 into my balls🏈
Because see my thoughts are off the walls🤪
Too crazy for you all🤪
That’s why they say that I’m nuts🥜
Coming atcha all like I’m a maniac #lol🤣
Loving the fact of how you all mainly reacted😍
 
Inspired by #Eminem

Remember When I was? By Wizard of Odd inspired by @marilynmanson’s https://youtu.be/k7C2s1WHqsQ and by #MeToo Sherri for @CLToronto and @cltbrad1

Remember When I Was
By Wizard Of Odd
 
Remember when I was king of the hill?
When they said that our love wouldn’t prevail
Though I didn’t get you by skill, but by will!
And now that’s a bitter pill that I’ve gotta swallow
Because it’s still hard to admit that I failed
Because remember when I was?
 
Until you threw a way our love into the landfilled!
And killed what we had all because you were mad
And were glad to see my blood spill
The thrill of seeing me now get killed
Therefore, do you remember when I was?
When I was your king of the hill?
 
So sorry if this sounds over expressive
But I’m not in a mood that’s festive
As I gave her nothing but the best of
While she gave me less of her love
Therefore, I guess that explains
Why I am so over aggressive
And why my pain has got me over obsessive
And why I came off as over possessive
Over the rest of!
 
Because remember when I was king of the hill?
When they said that our love wouldn’t prevail
Though I didn’t get you by skill, but by will!
And now that’s a bitter pill that I’ve gotta swallow
Because it’s still hard to admit that I failed
Because remember when I was?
 
Until you threw a way our love into the landfilled!
And killed what we had all because you were mad
And were glad to see my blood spill
The thrill of seeing me now get killed
Therefore, do you remember when I was?
When I was your king of the hill?
 
Remember when we railed against the world?
Back when you were my girl!
When they said that our love wouldn’t prevail
 
Before I went and lacked the will
And stupidly took you back
After your blindside attack
With your blackmail
That almost sent me to jail!
 
Because our battles were an uphill
Leaving our cages raddled for the thrill
And now I’m trapped in your shadow until?
 
Therefore, remember when I was king of the hill?
When they said that our love wouldn’t prevail
Though I didn’t get you by skill, but by will!
And now that’s a bitter pill that I’ve gotta swallow
Because it’s still hard to admit that I failed
Because remember when I was?
 
Until you threw a way our love into the landfilled!
And killed what we had all because you were mad
And were glad to see my blood spill
The thrill of seeing me now get killed
Therefore, do you remember when I was?
When I was your king of the hill?