My new #lyrical #poem call Made Out of Steel by @OzzyOsbourne https://youtu.be/G4nI2V07X6k and by my #CrazyEXGirlfriend Sherri as well

See I’ve been down this same old winding road
So many times that it’s like memory lane reminding me
Therefore I wish someone would take the wheel
And take away my pain, so I wouldn’t have to feel
Like I’m twisted steel left on the side of the road
Just waiting to let go and unload
As you pass me on bye without a care in your soul
As all you wanted is to used me as is your shield
For your control as you didn’t care of how I feel
As long as you got your free meal eating my soul
And leaving me at my low as you didn’t care how I feel
As you made me believe that what we had was real
As my heart and soul is what you came to steal
Therefore I ain’t made out of Superman’s steel
But you don’t care on how my emotions feel
As long as you got the best deal and promotion
As you don’t care on how I feel
As I’m just twisted steel left on the side of the road
Therefore I wish someone would take the wheel
And take away my pain so I wouldn’t have to feel
So I can be just like you made out of steel
So I can keep my emotions like yours concealed
And bottled up all of my feelings that I feel
As I wish I was just like you made out of steel
And it was easy for me to play the field
But again I ain’t like you made out of steel
As I can’t help how I feel
So I wish I was just like you made out of steel
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Random freestyle verse of mine inspired by #Tupac and my #CrazyExGirlfriend Sherri

Here I go again back at this
Back to where it all began
Into the madness
Carrying this cold world on my back
Like I’m Atlas that can’t escape my sadness
Waiting to fade into the blackness
As I thought this girl would be my catalyst
And that she would bring me nothing but change
But instead she brought me nothing but pain
That still remains ingrained inside of my brain
Because all she cared about was playing her mind games
And watching our love go up in flames
Just so she could get her 15 minutes of fame
At the price of my name and my life
Trying to frame me because I didn’t take the advise
As my love too her was just another game
As she didn’t give a fuck how much I sacrificed

Random verse of mine inspired by #Tupac and my #CrazyExGirlfriend Sherri also still in work as I’m not finished yet

Here I go again back at this
Back to where it all began
Into the madness
Carrying this cold world on my back
Like I’m Atlas that can’t escape my sadness
Waiting to fade into the blackness
As I thought this girl would be my catalyst
And that she would bring me nothing but change
But instead she brought me nothing but pain
That still remains ingrained inside of my brain
Because all she cared about was playing her mind games
And watching our love go up in flames
Just so she could get her 15 minutes of fame
At the price of my name and my life
Trying to frame me because I didn’t take the advise
As my love too her was just another game
As she didn’t give a fuck how much I sacrificed

Why Did I Love Her? By Conman inspired by @Eminem and others plus like always my #CrazyExGirlfriend Sherri as well

Why Did I Love her?

By Conman

 

So why did I love her when she served me up like supper?

And feed off of me when I suffered, so why did I love her?

Because see she went from being my upper to my downer

Too my bitter pill I’ve gotta swallow when I’m around her

All because of one night of being her lover, forgot the rubber

 

See maybe if I thought twice before I paid the price

Than I wouldn’t be doing this life sentence

Left to suffer at the hands of God’s penance

All because of one night where I forgot the rubber

And now I’m seen as a menace for being her lover

When we were hot and heavy and smothered

Now let me give her a taste of her own medicine

Because see I trusted, lusted and rushed it

And thought that I could cut the mustard

Not knowing that there was a buzzard

Hanging over my head to a love so deadly

A vulture waited for me to drop dead

As all I was is meant for, her sacrificial altar

To be sacrificed so she could be with this baller

Who just waltz in that she met online after I was all in

Dollar signs is all she sees with him with money on her mind

Nickels and dimes while I’m still bankrupt and heart broke

And went on a whim, on a limb because I was stoked

As she now blames her culture for her mind games

Suicide asphalt and now you all know why I fault her

But see honestly, I didn’t want to involve her

Until she decided to spin that homicide revolver

And gun down our love with murder

So now it’s too late for me to resolve her

Because see she took us a step further

Than disappear as if I had dissolved her

 

So why did I love her when she served me up like supper?

And feed off of me when I suffered, so why did I love her?

Because see she went from being my upper to my downer

Too my bitter pill I’ve gotta swallow when I’m around her

All because of one night of being her lover, forgot the rubber

 

While all she did was toy with my emotions

Napalm queen, drop the bomb on my dream

No prom queen, just here to cause a scene

As we went from shalom to saying goodbye

After she turned our love into an explosion

Gone after she played with my emotions

As she threw my heart into a cold ocean

Leaving me now stuck in time still frozen

Because see I still thought at the time

That I was the one who was chosen

But reality is I forgot to wear the Trojan

And now we acted out like children

Online, running off at the mouth

Once our love became an implosion

Like a supernova, poison of a cobra

After I gave her all of my devotion

Went crazy like Tom Cruise on Oprah

Thinking that I had paid all of my dudes

And now I’m snake bitten and smitten

After she misled me on my black sofa

Thinking that I was a true Casanova

And now here I am forever unforgiven

Liven with the guilt of being driven

To score this hat trick, mattress on the floor

But I didn’t know that this whore was an actress

Now dripping in gold and sipping on fine wine

While I’m still wishing that she was still mine

 

So why did I love her when she served me up like supper?

And feed off of me when I suffered, so why did I love her?

Because see she went from being my upper to my downer

Too my bitter pill I’ve gotta swallow when I’m around her

All because of one night of being her lover, forgot the rubber

Revised #freestyle My Warning shot inspired by @Eminem and @Slaughterhouse’s #Caterpillar https://youtu.be/dARAN1z2KqY

See I don’t just think outside of the box
But I’m so high on myself that I probably need detox
See I’m like Terry Fox but without the cancer
Because my cancer is now in remission
As I’ve got my cancer shaking like Michael J.Fox
Therefore you know I’ve got the leg up on the competition
Like I’m Captain Morgan, so be afraid to be my opposition
Therefore you better take this as my warning shot
Before you find yourself in a unfortunate spot
And I shut you down like an organ
Therefore you know that I’m not playing around
Because you’ve got me burning up like global warming
Therefore you better take this as my warning shot
Because I’m Eminem taught therefore you can’t top my thoughts
As I’m so high on myself I’m like knee socks talking that G talk
Therefore you better take this as my warning shot
And get lost Vegas before you end up like Tupac
And I feed you to a bunch of maggots
Because I don’t fuck with faggots
Therefore take this as my warning shot
Because you can’t unravel my burial plots
A serial killer from Ontario with my twisted thoughts
So you don’t wanna find yourself in this scenario
Or you might just end up turned into an afterthought
So take what I write as my warning shot!

Here’s is my random verse or #freestyle called My Warning Shot inspired by @Eminem and @Slaughterhouse

See I don’t just think outside of the box
But I’m so high on myself that I probably need detox
See I’m like Terry Fox but without the cancer
Because my cancer is now in remission
Therefore you know I’ve got the leg up on the competition 
Like I’m Captain Morgan, so be afraid to be my opposition
Therefore you better take this as my warning shot
Before you find yourself in a unfortunate spot
And I shut you down like an organ
Therefore you know that I’m not playing around
Because you’ve got me burning up like global warming
Therefore you better take this as my warning shot
Because I’m Eminem taught therefore you can’t top my thoughts
As I’m so high on myself I’m like knee socks talking that G talk
Therefore you better take this as my warning shot
And get lost Vegas before you end up like Tupac
And I feed you to a bunch of maggots
Because I don’t fuck with faggots
Therefore take this as my warning shot
Because you can’t unravel my burial plots
A serial killer from Ontario with my twisted thoughts
So you don’t wanna find yourself in this scenario
Or you might just end up turned into an afterthought
So take what I write as my warning shot!

Thoughtless by Wizard of Odd inspired by @paparoach’s Getting Away With Murder https://youtu.be/-rdmG0k8S8k and also by my #CrazyExGirlfriend Sherri as well

Thoughtless

By Wizard of Odd

 

See baby what you did

Wasn’t just thoughtless

But you made me believe

That what we had was flawless

So, you could leave my pride demolished

Because baby you made me believe

That you and I were rock solid

But baby you were always lawless

As you always played by your own rules

Because baby you were thoughtless

 

As you made our love into April fools

As you just treated me like I was a fool

And that is and always was so uncool

The way that you ripped out my heart

And left me in my own blood pool

While you would just walk a way

And that is what I should have done

Right from the start, but I was just too dumb

As I just followed you like breadcrumbs

As you became my smoking gun

And murdered me for your fun

So, I hope you had your time in the sun

 

Because baby what you did

Wasn’t just thoughtless

But you made me believe

That what we had was flawless

So, you could leave my pride demolished

Because baby you made me believe

That you and I were rock solid

But baby you were always lawless

As you always played by your own rules

Because baby you were thoughtless

 

So unruly, but it was in her nature

To screw me, even if our love

Did look good on paper

But I couldn’t save her

Even if I tried to be by her side

She turned our love into a homicide

And I did want to be her savior

But I knew that I was living a lie

That our love did us no favors

And that she was looking for a free ride

Even after all that I gave her

She was still out to murder my pride

So sly was her lies that I let her slide

Because see I thought that I got this

But still she caught me by surprise

 

Because baby what you did

Wasn’t just thoughtless

But you made me believe

That what we had was flawless

So, you could leave my pride demolished

Because baby you made me believe

That you and I were rock solid

But baby you were always lawless

As you always played by your own rules

Because baby you were thoughtless