Why Did I Love Her? By Conman inspired by @Eminem and others plus like always my #CrazyExGirlfriend Sherri as well

Why Did I Love her?

By Conman

 

So why did I love her when she served me up like supper?

And feed off of me when I suffered, so why did I love her?

Because see she went from being my upper to my downer

Too my bitter pill I’ve gotta swallow when I’m around her

All because of one night of being her lover, forgot the rubber

 

See maybe if I thought twice before I paid the price

Than I wouldn’t be doing this life sentence

Left to suffer at the hands of God’s penance

All because of one night where I forgot the rubber

And now I’m seen as a menace for being her lover

When we were hot and heavy and smothered

Now let me give her a taste of her own medicine

Because see I trusted, lusted and rushed it

And thought that I could cut the mustard

Not knowing that there was a buzzard

Hanging over my head to a love so deadly

A vulture waited for me to drop dead

As all I was is meant for, her sacrificial altar

To be sacrificed so she could be with this baller

Who just waltz in that she met online after I was all in

Dollar signs is all she sees with him with money on her mind

Nickels and dimes while I’m still bankrupt and heart broke

And went on a whim, on a limb because I was stoked

As she now blames her culture for her mind games

Suicide asphalt and now you all know why I fault her

But see honestly, I didn’t want to involve her

Until she decided to spin that homicide revolver

And gun down our love with murder

So now it’s too late for me to resolve her

Because see she took us a step further

Than disappear as if I had dissolved her

 

So why did I love her when she served me up like supper?

And feed off of me when I suffered, so why did I love her?

Because see she went from being my upper to my downer

Too my bitter pill I’ve gotta swallow when I’m around her

All because of one night of being her lover, forgot the rubber

 

While all she did was toy with my emotions

Napalm queen, drop the bomb on my dream

No prom queen, just here to cause a scene

As we went from shalom to saying goodbye

After she turned our love into an explosion

Gone after she played with my emotions

As she threw my heart into a cold ocean

Leaving me now stuck in time still frozen

Because see I still thought at the time

That I was the one who was chosen

But reality is I forgot to wear the Trojan

And now we acted out like children

Online, running off at the mouth

Once our love became an implosion

Like a supernova, poison of a cobra

After I gave her all of my devotion

Went crazy like Tom Cruise on Oprah

Thinking that I had paid all of my dudes

And now I’m snake bitten and smitten

After she misled me on my black sofa

Thinking that I was a true Casanova

And now here I am forever unforgiven

Liven with the guilt of being driven

To score this hat trick, mattress on the floor

But I didn’t know that this whore was an actress

Now dripping in gold and sipping on fine wine

While I’m still wishing that she was still mine

 

So why did I love her when she served me up like supper?

And feed off of me when I suffered, so why did I love her?

Because see she went from being my upper to my downer

Too my bitter pill I’ve gotta swallow when I’m around her

All because of one night of being her lover, forgot the rubber

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Revised #freestyle My Warning shot inspired by @Eminem and @Slaughterhouse’s #Caterpillar https://youtu.be/dARAN1z2KqY

See I don’t just think outside of the box
But I’m so high on myself that I probably need detox
See I’m like Terry Fox but without the cancer
Because my cancer is now in remission
As I’ve got my cancer shaking like Michael J.Fox
Therefore you know I’ve got the leg up on the competition
Like I’m Captain Morgan, so be afraid to be my opposition
Therefore you better take this as my warning shot
Before you find yourself in a unfortunate spot
And I shut you down like an organ
Therefore you know that I’m not playing around
Because you’ve got me burning up like global warming
Therefore you better take this as my warning shot
Because I’m Eminem taught therefore you can’t top my thoughts
As I’m so high on myself I’m like knee socks talking that G talk
Therefore you better take this as my warning shot
And get lost Vegas before you end up like Tupac
And I feed you to a bunch of maggots
Because I don’t fuck with faggots
Therefore take this as my warning shot
Because you can’t unravel my burial plots
A serial killer from Ontario with my twisted thoughts
So you don’t wanna find yourself in this scenario
Or you might just end up turned into an afterthought
So take what I write as my warning shot!

Here’s is my random verse or #freestyle called My Warning Shot inspired by @Eminem and @Slaughterhouse

See I don’t just think outside of the box
But I’m so high on myself that I probably need detox
See I’m like Terry Fox but without the cancer
Because my cancer is now in remission
Therefore you know I’ve got the leg up on the competition 
Like I’m Captain Morgan, so be afraid to be my opposition
Therefore you better take this as my warning shot
Before you find yourself in a unfortunate spot
And I shut you down like an organ
Therefore you know that I’m not playing around
Because you’ve got me burning up like global warming
Therefore you better take this as my warning shot
Because I’m Eminem taught therefore you can’t top my thoughts
As I’m so high on myself I’m like knee socks talking that G talk
Therefore you better take this as my warning shot
And get lost Vegas before you end up like Tupac
And I feed you to a bunch of maggots
Because I don’t fuck with faggots
Therefore take this as my warning shot
Because you can’t unravel my burial plots
A serial killer from Ontario with my twisted thoughts
So you don’t wanna find yourself in this scenario
Or you might just end up turned into an afterthought
So take what I write as my warning shot!

Thoughtless by Wizard of Odd inspired by @paparoach’s Getting Away With Murder https://youtu.be/-rdmG0k8S8k and also by my #CrazyExGirlfriend Sherri as well

Thoughtless

By Wizard of Odd

 

See baby what you did

Wasn’t just thoughtless

But you made me believe

That what we had was flawless

So, you could leave my pride demolished

Because baby you made me believe

That you and I were rock solid

But baby you were always lawless

As you always played by your own rules

Because baby you were thoughtless

 

As you made our love into April fools

As you just treated me like I was a fool

And that is and always was so uncool

The way that you ripped out my heart

And left me in my own blood pool

While you would just walk a way

And that is what I should have done

Right from the start, but I was just too dumb

As I just followed you like breadcrumbs

As you became my smoking gun

And murdered me for your fun

So, I hope you had your time in the sun

 

Because baby what you did

Wasn’t just thoughtless

But you made me believe

That what we had was flawless

So, you could leave my pride demolished

Because baby you made me believe

That you and I were rock solid

But baby you were always lawless

As you always played by your own rules

Because baby you were thoughtless

 

So unruly, but it was in her nature

To screw me, even if our love

Did look good on paper

But I couldn’t save her

Even if I tried to be by her side

She turned our love into a homicide

And I did want to be her savior

But I knew that I was living a lie

That our love did us no favors

And that she was looking for a free ride

Even after all that I gave her

She was still out to murder my pride

So sly was her lies that I let her slide

Because see I thought that I got this

But still she caught me by surprise

 

Because baby what you did

Wasn’t just thoughtless

But you made me believe

That what we had was flawless

So, you could leave my pride demolished

Because baby you made me believe

That you and I were rock solid

But baby you were always lawless

As you always played by your own rules

Because baby you were thoughtless

My Wreckage by Wizard of Odd inspired by @paparoach and @SkylarGrey with @Eminem inspiring my third verse also inspired by my #CrazyExGirlfriend Sherri

My Wreckage

By Wizard of Odd

 

See maybe I should have regret this

Get off this highway and take my exit

Before we went sideways and got reckless

Because baby you became my wreckage

Too a love that now leaves me so restless

But I let you get away with my murder

Because baby you left me so breathless

The way you stole my heart so effortless

And became my murderer, my deserter

 

See baby you went from being my precious

To now leaving me somehow so restless

Because baby you became my wreckage

My obsession, my deception, my weapon

As you used your love and affection

As your mask of reckless destruction

Too leave me in your wreckage

 

See maybe baby you’re obsess-less

But I’m still left restless, obsess, depress

Feeling directionless in your wreckage

Because baby you twisted my perception

With your lies and deception at our conception

All because my essence forgot to wear protection

And here I thought that we were destined

And that you would be my resurrection

But now I wait for your confession

On why you murdered our love

Did you hate the mirror’s reflection?

Of our loves imperfections?

 

See baby you went from being my precious

To now leaving me somehow so restless

Because baby you became my wreckage

My obsession, my deception, my weapon

As you used your love and affection

As your mask of reckless destruction

Too leave me in your wreckage

 

Seems now I can’t counter the effects

As she went from my upper to my downer

Leaving me to suffer when I was around her

Always down for her even when shit got tougher

So why did I love her? If I now feel like a wreck

Can’t counter or escape the effects of a lover

Now in my veins she smothers my brain

And got me now more twisted than a vortex

Even when I masked my pain and took cover

And tried to stay clever, still I can’t severe my ties

Because now I’m just addicted to her lies

See she will be the death of me like a suicide

And if I got back with her a homicide awaits

At the heaven gates waiting to decided

To steal our fates, it’s why I now contemplate

If we should be back together or if it’s too late?

Because now we are heartbreak of mistakes

If I was too shoot it straight from the hips

And give it too you straight from my lips

 

See baby you went from being my precious

To now leaving me somehow so restless

Because baby you became my wreckage

My obsession, my deception, my weapon

As you used your love and affection

As your mask of reckless destruction

Too leave me in your wreckage

Revised version of my random verse inspired by @Eminem and @SkylarGrey and by my #CraztExGirlfriend Sherri and also by https://youtu.be/OFfJwXpRTgM

See I guess you could say that she was addictable
My nympho, always despicable and unpredictable
As I never thought that I would find myself in a pickle
Therefore I thought that she was fixable, never fickle
But in the end I failed miserable and now I need a Bat symbol 
The Bat signal because now I’m back to being single
As I was too busy standing behind my principles
And thought that what we had was simple
And now I’m trapped in limbo murdered by a criminal
The way that she sneaked through my window
And went from being a burglar to a murderer
Too a deserter to nothing concerns her
While I’m now left on the back burner
She’s with Ike getting into fights like Tina Turner
As he beats her every night black and blue
As she fights for her life and now tell me is that right?
Because they drop more than F bombs like airstrikes
See I paid my dues and went to bat for her
While she never had my back or stayed true
And if she did it was more like a knife in my back
Before she threw herself at this guy that she never knew
But met online when we had got into a verbal fight
One day back in June before I fall out of site
And it all went downhill that night back in June
Though my love for her still grew and stayed true
Be that we fall out of connection like two satellites
But that’s many moons ago, so now let go
Into the night she goes as all she is, is words I write

Random Verse I’m still working on inspired by #Eminem and #SkylarGrey and my #CrazyExGirlfriend Sherri and inspired by https://youtu.be/OFfJwXpRTgM

See I guess you could say that she was addictable
My nympho, always despicable and unpredictable
As I never thought that I would find myself in a pickle
Therefore I thought that she was fixable, never fickle
But in the end I failed miserable and now I need a Bat symbol 
As I was too busy standing behind my principles
And thought that what we had was simple
And now I’m trapped in limbo murdered by a criminal
The way that she sneaked through my window
And went from being a burglar to a murderer
Too a deserter to nothing concerns her
While I’m now left on the back burner
She’s with Ike getting into fights like Tina Turner
As he beats her every night black and blue
As she fights for her life and now tell me is that right?
Because they drop more than F bombs like airstrikes
See I paid my dues and went to bat for her
While she never had my back or stayed true
And if she did it was more like a knife in my back
Before she threw herself at this guy that she never knew
But met online when we had got into a verbal fight
One day back in June before I fall out of site
And it all went downhill that night back in June
Though my love for her still grew and stayed true
Be that we fall out of connection like two satellites
But that’s many moons ago, so now let go
Into the night she goes as all she is, is words I write