Made room for my third verse to my Revised #poem called My Story inspired by @Eminem as my 3rd verse shows why #Eminem gave me confidence to #showoff

My Story

By Conman

 

Here’s one of my moments

That was my proudest

As I took a broken home

And turned it into my palace

Fit for a king as I sat on my throne

Until I fell into that hole like Alice

Into the darkness like a power outage

Into that same trappings like Kennedy

In Dallas as I lost my identity

As my heart became filled with malice

All because I got overzealous

And over sell this

And maybe I over embellished

Leaving those over jealous

It’s why I became hard like Cialis

Or hard like a callus

As I became rebellious

Now I’m bloodstains

Murdered by the game

Where I made my name

That became my fame

 

Hope that explains

What made me this way?

And why I’m so insane

And why I prey on those like a prayer

Like a vengeful god

Because I’m a line you don’t wanna cross

Or a cross you don’t wanna bare

So bare this in mind and toss your ego out

Or chalk this up as another loss

If you run off at the mouth

 

And if you are still stuck on trying to finger me out

Than let me put a little more color on my canvas

And take you all back to my childhood house

Where I felt small like a mouse and helpless

By a man who was selfish and took advantage

And couldn’t help himself and yeah! That was my dad

And what he was all about, hands all up in my sis’s blouse

Why do you think me and my half sis are still damaged

And my thoughts come out so fucking outlandish

Until the day that I hang myself like Aaron Hernandez

Just to escape this prison that has become my hell

As I bounced from foster house to foster house

Never to find love because love had vanished

And now let me rewind to when I picked up this pen

And found my self confidence in myself

As all of my doubts began to disappear

And you all began to felt my lyrical anguish

Like I was speaking in a universal language

But there were those who still looked at me wired

As if I was out of my mind the way that they feared

So they wanted to have psychiatrists up my dosages

And blame my psychosis on why I’m so ferocious

And why I’m so twisted like spinal stenosis

As that’s the closest they got to fingering me out

Because all they cared about was their false diagnosis

The negativity of my story is where they focus

As their love for me was always bogus

 

Hope that explains

What made me this way?

And why I’m so insane

And why I prey on those like a prayer

Like a vengeful god

Because I’m a line you don’t wanna cross

Or a cross you don’t wanna bare

So bare this in mind and toss your ego out

Or chalk this up as another loss

If you run off at the mouth

 

See my mind

Is always trying to finger out

The next rhyme or the next line

As I’m a tragedy like Columbine

Maybe blessed by the divine

Or hated as I am still waiting for a sign

That shows that I’ve made it

But for now I blow minds away like wind chimes

The way I echo in the back of your minds

With my two side Jekyll and Mr. Hyde personally

That became my mentality giving me immortality

Even if it has become my last ride, my reality

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Remastered as I notice some of my spelling mistakes plus I add it a few more lines to my latest #poem My Story by Conman inspired by @Eminem

My Story

By Conman

 

Here’s one of my moments

That was my proudest

As I took a broken home

And turned it into my palace

Fit for a king as I sat on my throne

Until I fell into that hole like Alice

Into the darkness like a power outage

Into that same trappings like Kennedy

In Dallas as I lost my identity

As my heart became filled with malice

All because I got overzealous

And over sell this

And maybe I over embellished

Leaving those over jealous

It’s why I became hard like Cialis

Or hard like a callus

As I became rebellious

Now I’m bloodstains

Murdered by the game

Where I made my name

That became my fame

 

Hope that explains

What made me this way?

And why I’m so insane

And why I prey on those like a prayer

Like a vengeful god

Because I’m a line you don’t wanna cross

Or a cross you don’t wanna bare

So toss your ego out

Or chalk this up as another loss

If you run off at the mouth

 

And if you are still stuck on trying to finger me out

Than let me put a little more color on my canvas

And take you all back to my childhood house

Where I felt small like a mouse and helpless

By a man who was selfish and took advantage

And couldn’t help himself and yeah! That was my dad

And what he was all about, hands all up in my sis’s blouse

Why do you think me and my half sis are still damaged

And my thoughts come out so fucking outlandish

Until the day that I hang myself like Aaron Hernandez

Just to escape this prison that has become my hell

As I bounced from foster house to foster house

Never to find love because love had vanished

And now let me rewind to when I picked up this pen

And found my self confidence in myself

As all of my doubts began to disappear

And you all began to felt my lyrical anguish

Like I was speaking in a universal language

But there were those who still looked at me wired

As if I was out of my mind the way that they feared

So they wanted to have psychiatrists up my dosages

And blame my psychosis on why I’m so ferocious

And why I’m so twisted like spinal stenosis

As that’s the closest they got to fingering me out

Because all they cared about was their false diagnosis

The negativity of my story is where they focus

As their love for me was always bogus

 

Hope that explains

What made me this way?

And why I’m so insane

And why I prey on those like a prayer

Like a vengeful god

Because I’m a line you don’t wanna cross

Or a cross you don’t wanna bare

So toss your ego out

Or chalk this up as another loss

If you run off at the mouth

 

See my mind

Is always trying to finger out

The next rhyme or the next line

As I’m a tragedy like Columbine

Maybe blessed by the divine

Or hated as I am still waiting for a sign

That shows that I’ve made it

But for now I blow minds away like wind chimes

The way I echo in the back of your minds

Somewhat renewed version with add it couple lines to my #poem My Story by Conman inspired by @Eminem and @Beyonce #WalkOnWater #Eminem #REVIVAL ALBUM

My Story

By Conman

 

Here’s one of my moments

That was my proudest

As I took a broken home

And turned it into my palace

Fit for a king as I sat on my throne

Until I fell into that hole like Alice

Into the darkness like a power outage

Into that same trappings like Kennedy

In Dallas as I lost my identity

As my heart became filled with malice

All because I got overzealous

And over sell this

And maybe I over embellished

Leaving those over jealous

It’s why I became hard like Cialis

Or hard like a callus

As I became rebellious

Now I’m bloodstains

Murdered by the game

Where I made my name

That became my fame

 

Hope that explains

What made me this way?

And why I’m so insane

And why I prey on those like a prayer

Like a vengeful god

Because I’m a line you don’t wanna cross

Or a cross you don’t wanna bare

So toss your ego out

Or chalk this up as another loss

If you run off at the mouth

 

And if you are still stuck on trying to finger me out

Than let me put a little more color on my canvas

And take you all back to my childhood house

Where I felt small like a mouse and helpless

By a man who was selfish and took advantage

And couldn’t help himself and yeah! That was my dad

And what he was all about, hands all up in my sis’s blouse

Why do you think me and my half sis are still damaged

And my thoughts come out so fucking outlandish

Until the day that I hang myself like Aaron Hernandez

Just to escape this prison that has become my hell

As I bounded from foster house to foster house

Never to find love because love had vanished

And now let me rewind to when I picked up this pen

And found my self confidence in myself

As all of my doubts began to disappear

And you all began to felt my lyrical anguish

Like I was speaking in a universal language

But there were those who still looked at me wired

As if I was out of my mind the way that they feared

So they wanted to have psychiatrists up my dosages

And blame my psychosis on why I’m so ferocious

And why I’m so twisted like spinal stenosis

As that’s the closest they got to fingering me out

Because all they cared about was their false diagnosis

 

Hope that explains

What made me this way?

And why I’m so insane

And why I prey on those like a prayer

Like a vengeful god

Because I’m a line you don’t wanna cross

Or a cross you don’t wanna bare

So toss your ego out

Or chalk this up as another loss

If you run off at the mouth

 

See my mind

Is always trying to finger out

The next rhyme or the next line

As I’m a tragedy like Columbine

Maybe blessed by the divine

Or hated as I am still waiting for a sign

That shows that I’ve made it

But for now I blow minds away like wind chimes

The way I echo in the back of your minds

Now finished #poem my 3rd one of this year called My Story by Conman inspired by @Eminem and @Beyonce’s #WalkOnWater https://youtu.be/n1WpP7iowLc

My Story

By Conman

 

Here’s one of my moments

That was my proudest

As I took a broken home

And turned it into my palace

Fit for a king as I sat on my throne

Until I fell into that hole like Alice

Into the darkness like a power outage

Into that same trappings like Kennedy

In Dallas as I lost my identity

As my heart became filled with malice

All because I got overzealous

And over sell this

And maybe I over embellished

Leaving those over jealous

It’s why I became hard like Cialis

Or hard like a callus

As I became rebellious

Now I’m bloodstains

Murdered by the game

Where I made my name

That became my fame

 

Hope that explains

What made me this way?

And why I’m so insane

And why I prey on those like a prayer

Like a vengeful god

Because I’m a line you don’t wanna cross

Or a cross you don’t wanna bare

So toss your ego out

Or chalk this up as another loss

If you run off at the mouth

 

And if you are still stuck on trying to finger me out

Than let me put a little more color on my canvas

And take you all back to my childhood house

Where I felt small like a mouse and helpless

By a man who was selfish and took advantage

And couldn’t help himself and yeah! That was my dad

And what he was all about, hands all up in my sis’s blouse

Why do you think me and my half sis are still damaged

And my thoughts come out so fucking outlandish

Until the day that I hang myself like Aaron Hernandez

Just to I escape this prison that has become my hell

As I bounded from foster house to foster house

Never to find love because love had vanished

And now let me rewind to when I picked up this pen

And found my self confidence in myself

As all of my doubts began to disappear

And you all began to felt my lyrical anguish

Like I was speaking in a universal language

But there were those who still looked at me wired

As if I was out of my mind the way that they feared

So they wanted to have psychiatrists up my dosages

And blame my psychosis on why I’m so ferocious

And why I’m so twisted like spinal stenosis

As that’s the closest they got to fingering me out

Because all they cared about was their false diagnosis

 

Hope that explains

What made me this way?

And why I’m so insane

And why I prey on those like a prayer

Like a vengeful god

Because I’m a line you don’t wanna cross

Or a cross you don’t wanna bare

So toss your ego out

Or chalk this up as another loss

If you run off at the mouth

 

See my mind

Is always trying to finger out

The next rhyme or the next line

As I’m a tragedy like Columbine

Maybe blessed by the divine

Or hated as I am still waiting for a sign

That shows that I’ve made it

Waiting for a third verse, here’s my #poem called My Story inspired by @Eminem and @Beyonce’s #WalkOnWater https://youtu.be/ryr75N0nki0 and https://youtu.be/n1WpP7iowLc

Here’s one of my moments

That was my proudest

As I took a broken home

And turned it into my palace

Fit for a king as I sat on my throne

Until I fell into that hole like Alice

Into that same trappings like Kennedy

In Dallas as I lost my identity

As my heart became filled with malice

All because I got overzealous

And over sell this

And maybe I over embellish

Leaving those over jealous

It’s why I became hard like Cialis

Or hard like a callus

As I became rebellious

Now I’m bloodstains

Murdered by the game

Where I made my name

 

Hope that explains

What made me this way?

And why I’m so insane?

And why I prey on those like a prayer

Like a vengeful god

Because I’m a line you don’t wanna cross

Or a cross you don’t wanna bare

So toss your ego out

Or chalk this up as another loss

If you run off at the mouth

 

And if you are still stuck on trying to finger me out

Than let me put a little more color on my canvas

And take you all back to my childhood house

Where I felt small like a mouse and helpless

By a man who was selfish and took advantage

And couldn’t help himself and yeah! That was my dad

And what he was all about, hand all up in my sis’s blouse

Why do you think me and my half sis are still damaged

And my thoughts come out so fucking outlandish

As I bounded from foster house to foster house

Never to find love because love had vanished

And now let me rewind to when I picked up this pen

And found my self confidence in myself

As all of my doubts began to disappear

And you all began to felt my lyrical anguish

Like I was speaking in a universal language

But there were those who still looked at me wired

As if I was out of my mind the way that they feared

So they wanted to have psychiatrists up my dosages

And blame my psychosis on why I’m so ferocious

And why I’m so twisted like spinal stenosis

As that’s the closest they got to fingering me out

Because all they cared about was their false diagnosis

 

Hope that explains

What made me this way?

And why I’m so insane?

And why I prey on those like a prayer

Like a vengeful god

Because I’m a line you don’t wanna cross

Or a cross you don’t wanna bare

So toss your ego out

Or chalk this up as another loss

If you run off at the mouth

Random verse of mine inspired by @staind Outside song https://youtu.be/mVQpfoqsY8Q and by my #CrazyExGirlFriend

See I manic wrote this

A hopeless romantic

That can’t cope without this

Because I thought that she

Would be my antidote

And that our love was organic

But I was just an antelope

Being fed to her pride

As she eloped

And cut into my pride

Like a cantaloupe

Well I stood by her side

Words now we never spoke

Never said goodbye

And now I’m on the outside

Looking in trying to cope

Hating being in my skin

Left at the end of my rope

Because I can’t pretend

That I don’t hope

But she left me to mope

To defend and cope

As I’m now on the outside

Looking in waiting for hope

(Revised) Hopefully this explains my hatred and sheds more light on my #CrazyExGirlfriend and how she #OJSimpson her way out of #karma and #justice

In my sick mind I imagine finding out where my #CrazyExGirlfriend lives & killing myself in front of her just to see if she would have any reactions, but when I realized that she is a sadist who wouldn’t care if I died as I found that out the hard way when I told her I had #Cancer I said fuck it this bitch ain’t worth it and now I just wanna see her burn in hell and suffer for the rest of her life unfortunately that wasn’t the case as I found out in 2017 that she is getting married and though that is supposed to be a happy occasion I am not happy because she is with the guy she cheated behind back with and has been blindly #loyal and subservient and #faithful to him which to this day leaves me dumb founded as in three months with me she did everything in her power to sabotage while leaving her emotions camouflage and making me stupidly buy into her lies because anytime she did something #insidious or #deceitful she would give me her foster home’s sob #stories and because I felt bad for her I would turn a blind eye and keep coming back to her and would stupidly #forgive her time and time again and in the end it didn’t matter to her as she got what she wanted out of me and that was my popularity that gave her a little taste of #fame, but when I became conveniently expendable she like everybody in my life or in my last group home washed their hands of me and moved on, plus the guys she replaced me with turns out to be #rich $$$ therefore her life became extremely easier even with all the rumors that he abuses her and he is a control freak, making me more pissed off and angry because she didn’t receive any form of #punishment be #God or the #universe and she has been living carefree for the last 10 years and sadly #OJSimpson herself out of #karma and #justice and I know life is supposed to be unfair but this is blatantly unfair and #unjustified and well I am dealing with #Cancer, potentially lying on my deathbed and is currently now in remission for the second time my #crazy #exgirlfriend has been living it up while planning to get #married and live #happilyeverafter burden #free and I am here by any means to put a stop to that and derail her gravy train if need to be since no body will call her actions into question than I take it onto myself to find justice from her fall from grace.