My second verse maybe? to my #poem Bad Kind of Love inspired by #LilWayne, @LilTunechi and #JayZ, @S_C_ and also by my #CrazyExGirlfriend Sherri

As gnarly and obscene
But the difference between
A suicide and our love
Is that a suicide is more concrete
As our love was always on shaky ground from the beginning
But like #CharlieSheen I thought that I was always winning
Not knowing that I was always doomed to repeat
Because like the Grinch she is always deceitfully grinning
Like a drama queen she is always out to cause another scene
Pull the floor from under my defeat like a trapdoor she is deceit
As I didn’t know until she left me paying for the receipt
Leaving me with all this grief even though our love was brief
As this Billie Jean goes and moves onto her next silly dream
While I’m still stuck in this nightmare still waiting to wake up
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Here’s My first verse to Bad Kind of Love #poem by Conman inspired by @Eminem and my #CrazyExGirlfriend Sherri

See I thought when I showered her with my love

And bought her a box of chocolates and flowers

That this would wow her because originally

My love for her just wanted to plow her

But instead I somehow empowered her

And gave her the power over me

And before I knew it our love went sour

While her evil ways left me devoured and

Here I thought we were like Bonnie and Clyde

But instead she would collide into my heart

Like my heart was the twin towers

And blow my confidence down like a tsunami

While she would just walk away so calmly

Because see I was too much of a coward to see

After she dropped a bomb on me like I’m Hiroshima

That she would Adolf Hitch-ler, her way to Argentina

As this is not how I picture us ending this way

Time Machine by Songbird poem inspired by #MichaelJackson and by my #CrazyExGirlfriend Sherri true nature

Time Machine

By Songbird

 

See she started off as a fine dream

Until we crossed that line

Than she became a nightmare

And everything else in between

Now I wish I had a time machine

Before our love became a crime scene

And she became my Billie Jean with her silly schemes

My Dirty Diana that never came clean

My Rihanna that was so unfaithful

And now I wish I had a time machine

 

Must be in her DNA, in her genes

Because she played me like I was EA

Sports or an extra in a movie scene

And now it’s too late for me to abort

As I let her rule over me like a court

And now my heart is more

Locked up tighter then a fort in war

Be that our love was short as a hiccup

And now to this day I’m all out of sorts

While she gets a pickup to the airport

Because now she flies high on cloud nine

Getting first class treatment like she’s a rock star

But flunking hard with no A’s on her report card

 

See she started off as a fine dream

Until we crossed that line

Than she became a nightmare

And everything else in between

Now I wish I had a time machine

Before our love became a crime scene

And she became my Billie Jean with her silly schemes

My Dirty Diana that never came clean

My Rihanna that was so unfaithful

And now I wish I had a time machine

 

See I was on the fast lane

Going fast and serious

As I masked my pain

Burning the octane gas

While she basked in all of my pain

Never taking our love serious

Because our love was just her game

A Paul Walker Porsche now going up in flames

Just another way for her too trash my name

With no remorse but make me wear all the blame

And now I’m a ghost walking the halls of shame

As just another face on her wall of defamed

While I’m set to take the fall and be framed

And now I wish I had a time machine

Before our love became a crime scene

 

See she started off as a fine dream

Until we crossed that line

Than she became a nightmare

And everything else in between

Now I wish I had a time machine

Before our love became a crime scene

And she became my Billie Jean with her silly schemes

My Dirty Diana that never came clean

My Rihanna that was so unfaithful

And now I wish I had a time machine

(Revised) Songbird poem verse of mine that is still in the works inspired by #MichaelJackson and my #CrazyExGirlfriend Sherri

See I can’t believe that I didn’t have a clue

Because here I thought that our love was true

But see she always nothing but my bad news

And that our love was nothing but a ruse

Out to leave my ego bruised

As she was out too see me lose

So deceitful and everybody else knew

But me even after I paid my dues

So, I hope you were all amused to see me abused

Falsely accused, so I hope you were all amused

Because I expect that you all will act all confused

Innocent too when she stabbed me in the back

Refused to take any blame after she attacked my name

And made a fool out of me with all of her mind games

As I also refused to see the signs as I pretend to be blind

While our love at the time was going up in flames

Because I thought that we were one and the same

But our love to her was nothing but her mind games

As she only loved me for my fame and not my name

That’s why she took pleasure in leaving me defamed

And turning our love into nothing but her mind games

Just to remind me that I’m now in her hall of shame

Another heart for her to claim right from the start

The way that she played me with all of her mind games

My open verse inspired by #MichaelJackson and my #CrazyExGirlFriend Sherri and also all of those who profit off of my pain she gave me that I don’t forget

See I can’t believe that I didn’t have a clue

Because here I thought that our love was true

But see she always nothing but my bad news

And that our love was nothing but a ruse

Out to leave my ego bruised

As she was out too see me lose

So deceitful and everybody else knew

But me even after I paid my dues

So, I hope you were all amused to see me abused

Falsely accused, so I hope you were all amused

Because I expect that you all will act all confused

Innocent too when she stabbed me in the back

Refused to take any blame after she attacked my name

And made a fool out of me with all of her mind games

As I also refused to see the signs as I pretend to be blind

While our love at the time was going up in flames

Because I thought that we were one and the same

But our love to her was nothing but her mind games

As she only loved me for my fame and not my name

That’s why she took pleasure in leaving me defamed

And turning our love into nothing but her mind games

Here’s another poem for ya my #CrazyExGirlfriend Sherri for ya to read if you ever do called Now You Know Why I Hate Her by Conman inspired by @Eminem https://youtu.be/wfWIs2gFTAM

Now You Know Why I hate Her

By Conman

 

See to some I’m just an instigator

But the truth is I never persuaded her

As I caved in and gave her all that I had with in

As my love for her had never wavered

It’s why our love at first looked good on paper

Until I realized that she was just a manipulator

And now you all know why I hate her

 

As I thought she would raise me up like an elevator

And be my life’s savor, but instead I aided her

In why she now hates me and became my biggest hater

And left me on the edge of a razor be that I never played her

Because to her I was just the flavor of the month

Make that three as our love did us no favors if I must be blunt

Because as soon as we have got halfway through June

Of 2008 that’s when she told me see ya later

As I realized that I was skating on thin ice like a skater

But not before she went and accused me of rape

And now you all know why I fucking hate her

And why my every lyrical line now degrades her

And why I became her Darth Vader

Because the pain she gave me, I can’t escape her

Because to this day it still shocks me like a taser

After everything that I gave her as I never persuade her

Or made her but she still feed me to the alligators

 

See to some I’m just an instigator

But the truth is I never persuaded her

As I caved in and gave her all that I had with in

As my love for her had never wavered

It’s why our love at first looked good on paper

Until I realized that she was just a manipulator

And now you all know why I hate her

 

See she got to move on and left me with no closure

And now she is gone while I’m now getting colder

As the years go on and I get a little older

Wondering still where did we went wrong?

Because now all that I can do is ghost her

As that’s the closest I can get to now feeling closer

Because all she gives me is the cold shoulder

While I’m without confidence or a place to belong

As I thought that our bond was strong as we got bolder

As I would have died for her on the frontlines like a solider

But I was wrong all along as it took too long to dawn on me

That she went and changed just like the levees in October

And became a lot colder towards me once our love was over

And now ten years later my views on her has become sober

As I’m no longer love drunk now that our love is over

But she still weights on me like a boulder

Like the weight of the world on my shoulder

As I still miss the days when I used to hold her

 

See to some I’m just an instigator

But the truth is I never persuaded her

As I caved in and gave her all that I had with in

As my love for her had never wavered

It’s why our love at first looked good on paper

Until I realized that she was just a manipulator

And now you all know why I hate her

 

See to some I’m just an instigator

But the truth is I never persuaded her

As I caved in and gave her all that I had with in

As my love for her had never wavered

It’s why our love at first looked good on paper

Until I realized that she was just a manipulator

And now you all know why I hate her

Here’s my latest 2018 #poem I finished up on the weekend but I wasn’t in the mood to post up until now called Con Artist by Conman Inspired by @Eminem https://youtu.be/JByDbPn6A1o and @kanyewest and #JayZ plus my #CrazyExGirlfriend

Con Artist

By Conman

 

See it didn’t take much for us to spark this

As we were like two arsonists

Where our love burned with desire

Yearned like fire, until she became

A con artist that has gone heartless

Leaving me now to fade into the darkness

As she is a con artist now gone heartless

 

See my whole life was like a circus

As I felt like I was always worthless

Until she came along into my life

And gave me a new-found confidence

Where I could walk around shirtless

Thinking that our love was perfect

As I didn’t know she was working this

Jerking me around, so murderous!

And that I was her accomplice going along

Like a chorus to a song to a love so imperfect

As I never knew that her love was a con

Until it was too late and she was gone

But I guess that was always was her purpose

Because see I never looked pasted her surface

Too nervous to see where we went wrong

As she was like the moon and I was Neil Armstrong

Than June came along and she changed her tune

And now I don’t know how to restart this?

Because I didn’t expect her to be so heartless

 

See it didn’t take much for us to spark this

As we were like two arsonists

Where our love burned with desire

Yearned like fire, until she became

A con artist that has gone heartless

Leaving me now to fade into the darkness

As she is a con artist now gone heartless

 

See I thought she was harmless

My light that would shine bright

Through all of my darkness

Now giving me a positive vibe

That I can now harness

But see I was just a narcissist

So regardless if our love was a lie

That’s why it was the hardest

For me to now realize

That she was a con artist

That has now gone heartless

 

See she was so good at being deceitful

Making me believe I was her equal

Just so she could make off like Madoff

Because here I thought

That she was my cure like chemo

But what she was is just my cancer

That has now left me to find

The answers now like Nemo

On why she did what she did

 

See it didn’t take much for us to spark this

As we were like two arsonists

Where our love burned with desire

Yearned like fire, until she became

A con artist that has gone heartless

Leaving me now to fade into the darkness

As she is a con artist now gone heartless