Inspired by @Eminem’s River https://youtu.be/wfWIs2gFTAM & by #MeToo lovers Sherri & her husband Ben-efited the most called Time Machine by Conman

Sorry if you are con-Vince

That my words are being disgraceful

Like the former WWE’s chairman

But what she did was as distasteful

The way she was full of herself like a plateful

And got away with it, favorable

The day she made me feel like a fool like April!

From day one back when I joined her stable

And thought I won when we Janel and I Grant her wishes

I meant gel, sycophant as I should have been suspicious?

Like I was after their love excelled and I rant vicious

After I got expelled and him plant overambitious

And it’s sad how none of you care man!

Since she turned our loved fictitious

And I became now replaceable

And got gun down like an airman

Back when her lies they were insatiable

And I thought that our love was rare man

And now you all say don’t compare man

Her affairs man to a racial murdered of an airman

Back when she pretend that she cared man

And pretend that she was being playful when she wasn’t

Back when she had him before he became her husband

All dressed up as a repairman at our front door

That you all still believe remaining faithful

I meant her cousin

Seen now as another fable

All because I came back for another encore

That made her lies now able

After her lies they were like the Hudson

Back when she tried to send me up the river

Mislabeled and left to quiver

And in the cold to shiver

Back when she went cold turkey

And gave our love up, just to irk me

After I cleaned up all of her messes like a Swifter

As she only loved me when things were perky

And looking up until things became tit for tat

And I became unworthy is why now I hit back

Just so she could become all drugged up

Back when her lies they were all murky

And she’d hide her drugs and alcohol substance

Abused that she still now denies

Even though the rumors were already buzzing

Like the facts that he might be her cousin?

That goes back to them kissing a dozen

Times way before she became mine

So yeah! You all should be scared man?

Like my pride when she left my hairs stand

On the back of my neck

Like another hair strand

Found at a crime scene

That left me feeling like a car wreck

Because now I’m the rapist like Weinstein

That ain’t fair man

As I wished that I now had a time machine

Part 2 of my memories of I don’t care if Brad is dead or alive?

If Brad is dead? It’s bittersweet as I am surprised honestly that it took this long for Brad too die! Because Brad from our Palmer days to our brief time in community living as my roommate had a dangerous reckless kamikaze devil may cry lifestyle as he was into drugs gambling alcohol and was on everyone’s enemies list as Brad like he did in Palmer pissed off everybody by the end of Palmer as Brad had no allies or friends due to him alienating everybody as he had a bad history of screwing over a lot of people be stealing their Palmer female client’s girlfriends and attempting to set up male Palmer clients with controversial scandals like me and 06’s Tim who went to jail and used my friend Luke as his fall guy in his fraud schemes to steal other residence ODSP cheques that got Luke to stupidly sign them and cash their cheques into Luke’s bank account and other shady things he did like he manipulated female clients and used them as sex and cheques to patented his status and ego and convinced them to give up their monthly cheques to him like he was their pimp and they were his bottom girls in Palmer and he maybe raped or sexually assault? And had a homosexual relationship with another male Palmer client in his bedroom that me and Luke accidentally walked into awkwardly calling Brad for dinner back when him and Matt were awkwardly I think under Brad’s Bed covers and it was 5 or 6 in the evening as Palmer has their regular dinner time plus Palmer was like a brothels as I used too say the male Palmer clients must suffer from itchy ball syndrome the way that they always fornicated with each other I mean if you took a blacklight on Palmer you would see nothing but cum stains that you would see that is why I was against sitting on any of their furniture in the basement as I would take long hot sterilizing showers afterwards for hours when I later on at the 11 o’clock returned back to my Cedar 100 Apartment especially their love seat sofa as now I know where sofas they got their nickname love seat from because back when I’d would watched Leaf games with Ryan and Palmer’s staff Terry as Palmer staff like suicidal RIP Michelle who maybe killed herself in her car and garage 2011? She would used to wear doctor gloves and Lysol wipe and sprayed everything down when she did her night shifts and that was why me and Luke we didn’t believed Brad’s story that he told us that he was play wresting with Matt with half of their cloths off I think on his bed and that Brad was trying to be like this former and retired WWE and TNA wrestler Kurt Angel and tried to German suplex Matt that me and Luke wasn’t buying into not that I or Luke cares if you are gay or not? As I told Brad at the time as Brad got weirdly defensive as I told him I watched WWE a lot as a kid and I don’t remember maybe this was the Ring boys style of wrestling but I missed that era LOL as Saratoga my first group home was against me watching wrestling Plus maybe you are trying to be like Pat Patterson but you’re no Kurt Angle I told Brad that Luke laugh at and Brad was also controversially racist towards black staff or residences however Palmer mostly had black staff like Stacy Michelle and her brother Mark and usual night staff Lorna and the only black residents name was Daryl and maybe also had an unhealthy, sexual creepy pedophile disturbing relationship with his under aged younger kid brother who was between 8 or a 11 years old at the time and his brother constantly came over to mine and Brad’s Community living Maybelle Apartments daily or nightly that I reported too the police too back when he kept his bedroom door always closed with weird sounds coming out of his room I could recalled and also too Brad’s drug dealers in our building who were suspicious about Brad’s sudden disappearance as I had to explained to them why Brad no longer lived in Community living Maybelle Apartment plus as a result Brad and I near the end we had this tit for tat eye for an eye toxic hateful like relationship of getting back at each other because Brad tried to get his father too falsely murdered me over a shaving cut under his neck he did to himself and told this false story too his parents that I tried to murdered him and sadly this was at the time when Tic-Tac-Toe my Eminem persona from his Relapse album I was mostly inspired by with my reckless suicidal lifestyle after Sherri and I broke up for a brief period in my life I was addicted to sleeping pills and Community Living played up this idea that I am a serial killer in the making as I was always angry and verbally violent with my words as I lived in a reclusive dark time in my life and Brad tried capitalizing on my pain of how Community Living psychiatrist Chris Brown mislabeled me as a serial killer and awkwardly asked me if I was into necrophilia by Community Living retired now Dale’s wishes and concerns he had because my poems talk about a lot on death mostly with my Tic-Tac-Toe Eminem persona Community Living feared like my first group home Saratoga feared my Kurt Cobane persona Raven who had at that time an unhealthy obsession with suicidal ideology too my words but the difference between my two highly controversial personas is Raven is suicidal and my Tic-Tac-Toe is homicidal and genocidal the way he capitalized on other worldwide tragedies like I do now still giving my view on how evil Sherri was too me I just tone down Tic-Tac-Toe’s image but a originally he was created to illustrate a point to Dale for downplaying the seriousness of my evil gangster pedophile father who put a hit out on my first foster family Sharon where me and my brother were police escorted as my first CCAS worker as a result of my father’s death threats went into Witness Protection with our maybe first foster family Sharon who was going to adopt us at the time but because of my mother who went back on her story when she found out that she was being strip of her parental rights and had her father and her incest lover who was in jail at the time put a hit on anyone who had us in their care and that is why me and my siblings we became crown wards and were put up for adoption and put us in a Sunday newspaper me and my brother as kids on the cover as my bother has the cut out newspaper clipping as proof but because of how nobody wanted to take us in especially from our personal family as they were scared and concerned for their lives do too my father’s gang ties with his infamous biker gang the Outlaws where my father he was a boss of a chapter and there was one lady that was brave enough as she thought named Sharon who took me and my brother in but we only saw her inside of her house very briefly as we weren’t even their for 2 minutes however maybe longer? As my brother has a better memory than I do but anyways we were whisked away by police escort to our second foster home the Simpsons which ironically became me and my brother’s favorite cartoon on TV even though our personal experience was hellish living with the real Simpsons in Stratford plus my father murdered my sister’s dog raped me and my half sister and our mother numerous times well my brother was the lucky one those CCAS theorize he could have been next but because he was a premature baby my father had a weird compassion for him but soon as he grew into his longs all bets were off but luckily he never did when CCAS 5 years too late finally intervene and made us crown wards however Community Living retired Dale thinks my father had mental issues when CCAS and Canada Court psychiatrists labeled my father as psychopathic and a Canadian serial killer plus the system has had this unhealthy obsession of me being liked my father so I gave Community Living retired Dale my father in a persona I called inspired by Eminem’s Relapse album Tic-Tac-Toe and showed Dale through my dark sinister vile memories of how evil my father was truly falsely diagnosing me as a serial killer in the making and other Community Living clients like Andrew or Brad fed into that false narrative and tried to used my Tic-Tac-Toe persona to launch their lives as Andrew was a creepy fanboy who looked up to Tic-Tac-Toe but I warned him if he does anything Tic-Tac-Toe describes in my poem in real life I would cut all ties to him and he took that personally and tried to have his mother arrest me on false bases that I’m a serial killer and ironically in a twist of fate retired Community Living Dale stood up for me and called the cops off and than afterwards Andrew disappeared after controversially calling every hospital I was in for my first diagnosis with cancer as the staff kinda informed him I had cancer but disguised it as the “C” word even though I made it very clear I want my privacy however Andrew was smart enough and reduce the c word to the cancer and called every hospital until Princess Margaret patched him into my room and I was shocked on how far Andrew would go to stalk me however Brad took my serial killer persona as open season and like me-too Sharri did with her lies he did the same thing and falsified a scenario to his parents that I tried killing him when I did nothing too him but because Brad’s father made a death threat on my life I called the police however even the Toronto police assume that I was a serial killer and had me stand out in the hallway with the female cop well her male partner check my house for a body obviously found nothing and the male cop told me it’s a free country and Brad can say anything he wants as long as you know it isn’t true “who cares” So I told the cop than two can play at that game and I said than Brad is a pedophile as he had a lot of alone time with his under age brother who was between 8 or 11 years old who spent a lot of his time in our apartment with Brad and I informed his Maybelle drug dealers that Brad was kicked out of community living for pedophilia and they put a hit out on Brad though Brad actually was scared of me and he had this Community Living bodyguard staff named Chad show up when Brad was collecting his stuff to move out and I was sleeping in the closet and I never heard from Brad again however years later one of his Ex Palmer girlfriends asked me on Facebook if I was still in contact with Brad I said No he can die in a ditch I don’t care until yesterday my Community Living case worker Josh who kinda indicated that Brad is dead but I told Josh I don’t care and he is kicked out of Community Living since 2010 was my understanding for his 2,000 dollar gambling gambling debt he owe too Community Living who paid for his rent as he was supposed to pay them back but he refused and choice to live with his parents in Oshawa as RIP Community Living Kathy would tell me these stories on why Brad was kicked out permanently from community living for being an asshole towards her as she had no vehicle she didn’t drive she took a Go train to met Brad who told her numerous times he would be there and most of the time he was a no show at his own Oshawa Apartment and this left Kathy mad and after a few times he did this too Kathy he was blacklisted from Community Living and Community Living cut their ties with Brad altogether plus Brad refused to pay back Community Living banning him for life I told Community Living Josh and than I called Rosemary about the whereabouts of Community Living psychiatrist Linda who was playing hooky and was missing for the last three weeks since I called her back and giving me unnecessary radio silence as I was advised by Josh too contact Rosemary yesterday who also asked me about Brad’s status? And I said like I said too Josh and Twitter yesterday I don’t care or know where Brad is if he is alive or dead? Not my problem or concern as all I know Brad has been kicked out of Community Living since 2010 But if Brad is dead? I wouldn’t be surprised I am just surprised it took this long for him too died as he always had a high risk lifestyle doing drugs but I never witness him doing them other than his Maybelle Apartment drug dealers threatened to kill me if Brad didn’t pay them back even though I told them I have no ties too Brad other than he is my roommate all I know is he is on a family visited in Oshawa with them and I don’t know or cared if he comes back or not plus Brad drink like a fished as I remember when I lived with Palmer’s Karen welfare or in my own apartment 100 Cedar he came heavily intoxicated and got kicked out of my apartment complex and back when I lived with Palmer staff Karen welfare’s house I bought a few cans of 100 size beers and a two bottles of rum and vodka with bottles of coke and Brad pulled an Andre the Giant like scenario and drink two cases of 100 size cans of beer and drank up all of my rum and vodka and wasn’t drunk I said are you joking Russian or Irish as Brad was tall and overweight and smoked like a chimney as he went through numerous cartons of cigarettes in a sitting plus he owe some many people money I wouldn’t be surprised if they put a hit out on him or murdered him as I warned him several times to be cautious about borrowing money as their are people like me who are nice or as Brad assume I was naive and easy to take advantage of like Sherri did and than there our people who are shady and ruthless and acted like Lone Sharks and pretend to be nice like my EX Sherri acted at the begging of our highly toxic controversial relationship and you saw how that ended for me but Brad thinking he knows better than me didn’t care for my opinion to maybe save his life? Plus Brad had many falls out with Palmer female clients as he saw them as sex and cheques back when I made the fatal mistake too warned Sherri about Brad’s true attention that made Brad jealous because Sherri chose me over him and I told Brad many times if I had a time machine and I can go back in time I wouldn’t have warned Sherri about your philosophy of seeing women sex and cheques know that I know what kind of person Sherri is and anyways Brad you supposedly got head from her in the theater of Kevin Spacey’s 21 so I don’t know why you are holding a grudge towards me as I should be pissed at you because I was still dating Sherri at the time this allegedly took place between you and Sherri however Brad told me that he set me up for Sherri’s fake Me-Too rape allegations and said he was going on Palmer’s yearly summer camping trip with Sherri and he was going to fucked her and tell me the details and I called Palmer Tara and informed her of Brad’s true intentions on going on Palmer’s yearly camping trip and asked if I could go? And Tara said no because you and Sherri just broke up and she doesn’t want anything too do with you and I reply I am not going for Sherri but too drown my roommate Brad at lake like he is Jason and this is Crystal Lake and I was going too dress as a preacher and baptized Brad and say he has a lot of sins I was going too inform Dale and the cops why Brad is missing but all jokes aside Ken my former retired Community Living staff in his 80s commended me for showing restraint because Ken said if that was my ex friend or wife as I been divorce a few times and a jerk comes up too me and says he is intentionally sleep with my ex-wife just to get back at me I would have probably kicked his ass for it especially at the wounds are still fresh from our break up which I told Ken they were but because community living falsely accused me as a serial killer that is why I didn’t react plus I was sick of Sherri’s lies and antics so I didn’t really give a fuck what Brad wanted too do too Sherri but I wanted too make Brad suffer for pissing me off and I cost him Palmer’s camping trip and his golden ticket maybe to fuck Sherri? AS Sherri was a vindictive evil person so I am pretty sure they are going to do it anyways I maybe made the date for Brad maybe later than it was supposed to happened with him and Sherri I told Ken at the time

I don’t care if Brad is dead or not?

My controversial memories of Brad

He was a racist Palmer client who started a lot of unnecessary race wars with black Palmer clients or their Black staff or Black people in the community like back when he and I were former roommates in Community Living Mabel Apartments as I recalled a vary disturbing and vivid image known as No Thrills a wordplay on the grocery store no frills back in 08 or 09 with an fortunate black female cashier as due to Brad’s stupid of blowing 2,0000 dollars on his gambling addiction & winning I think 15 dollars back and blew his rent money that was supposed too pay his January monthly rent that pissed of retired Community Living Dale as I was with Brad when he blew his 2,0000 dollars on Bingo tickets at an inconvenience store as I wasn’t in the store when Brad did this as I told Dale at the time as I was outside smoking see around November and December Christmas time we get two ODSP cheques very close too each other now ODSP does it around Christmas time before they go on holidays but back then it was either the first or second week of December plus our November ODSP cheques we get on the last day of November so Brad and I was excited to get extra money and we needed cigarettes so Dale gave us his consent as long as we kept money in our Banks to pay for January monthly rent so me and Brad headed to the nearest convenience store next too us and I bought a carton of Du-mariaer cigarettes and a 510 bottle of Pepsi and than I went outside well Brad was still looking around than I saw Brad pointing at the gambling tickets at the cashier desk that is all I saw than me and Brad went home and than Brad empty out his pockets with all these gambling scratch tickets as he had a roll a deck of them in his hands and at first I didn’t think of it just laugh when he scratch them all and only one 15 bucks back as I told him Dale is going to be pissed that you spent your January rent money on so many scratch tickets as Brad told me he blew his rent money and oddly would asked me my opinion and I told him Dale will be pissed off with him and he might be kicked out however after Community living’s Christmas break and Dale discovered and found out that Brad blew his rent money weirdly instead of Dale being mad Dale gave Brad a second Chance even though I was against it because as I told Dale Brad did similar behaviors in Palmer of owning lots of money too Palmer’s owner David for damaging his property and putting holes in Palmer’s was in his bedroom as Brad had temper tantrums when he didn’t get his way as I stupidly convince David to buy him a new stereo as David always gave me things witched causes an uproar of jealousy with the other Palmer clients it’s why Sherri in 2008 dated me because Palmer gave me for many perks and privileges it’s why Palmer clients be friended me and pretend they were my friends and put up with my insults and jokes on them as most were sycophants like Josh, Matt, Ryan and Luke including female Palmer residents Like Sherri in 08 and her lesbian overweight stalker of mine that I nicked named Jabba the Slut the way she liked getting around with her sexual escapades with Male Palmer clients liked Josh and than with female Palmer clients liked my Me-Too ex Sherri as Palmer was like a never ending episode of Jerry Springer or Murray as there was a lot of in fighting and who’s your daddy as Palmer was a brothel with all of their affairs with each other however I mostly stayed clear and put them down with my narcissistic attitude because most of Palmer’s female clients were ugly or fat or looked like men like this one lady I would constantly rip on named Natalie who had a GI Jane haircut and a muscular man looked to her however the male Palmer clients were into that I wasn’t as I was mostly attracted to the female staff because David would kinda pull a Hugh Hefner with all of these college chicks as his staff as Sherri was the only exception at the time when she looked like a hottie who didn’t fit or belong in group homes as I thought Sherri was a daughter of one of the staff when she first came on the scene in 2008 as I didn’t know her history other than what she told me of how her foster dad would rape her and her jealous foster mother would lock her in closets and that she was kicked out for having underage relations with her creep foster brother I came to learned later on is now her hillbilly husband Ben and info from Luke who told me he dated Sherri in their Oshawa group home and that she was a narcissistic bitch towards him in school by childishly pretending that he wasn’t there when she was talking to her school friends and than a a few weeks ago he elaborated and said he had a similar sexual experience with her like I awkwardly did as I told him me and Sherri had less than 5 seconds of sex as we never took off our clothes back when I inserted into her and the next thing is my phone is ringing and her Palmer staff Karen welfare was on the other line demanding that I bringing back Sherri and falsely claiming I was holding Sherri prisoner or that Sherri A-Walled from Palmer and if I didn’t bring her back in 15 minutes she was going to call the cops on us so I did I sprayed Sherri with my Axe sprays and finished myself in my bathroom and brought her back as was required of me to do and Luke said Sherri did the same thing too him back when they had sex with each other as it was 5 seconds however he says he was jailed by Sherri’s fake rape allegation where I wasn’t luckily however Brad as I told Luke confessed too me that he with Sherri and her husband Ben set me up for the 2008 fake me-too rape because he was jealous of me dating Sherri and like Brad did in 06 too poor Palmer client Tim that he got away with ever since just like how him and Sherri and her husband Ben all got away with defamation against my name as I wanted to charge Sherry for defamation as I didn’t know Brad’s role or her husband Ben’s involvement into a month later when Brad tried too split my head open with a VCR because I wanted too kicked him out of my apartment for bring drugs into it as he and all of Palmer knows I am against drugs and the danger that comes with them like ODing or overdosing as I am not medically trained too do CPR and I don’t want drug dealers or gang members to turned my house into a shoot out with themselves or cops coming regularly to my house and I don’t wanna be caught in the crossfires potentially be killed in the process plus people’s behaviors drastically change when they are intoxicated or high or both as I’ve seen first hand my parents and been a victim of my parents Jekyll and Hyde like split personalities as I been molested when my father was drunk or beaten almost too death well my mother would be also drunk or high past out and blackout on our broken home’s couch for the first five years of my life and I witness my father murdered our sister’s dog on the couch back when my sister and my mother went out as my sister said as me and my sister had too discard the dog’s body and washed out the bloodstains in the carpet all because my pedophilia father couldn’t get his rocks off in my 7 or 8 year old sister at the time as her dog nipped his hands and as a sadistic consequence to my sister the next day he murdered her dog with taking a knife and giving it the joker smile or mob when they take a knife and cut you from your lips too your ears on each side to making an example out of my sister’s dog as a creep warning too her it’s why I don’t drink or do alcohol other than small amount of rum and coke back in the day with Brad as I don’t like the taste of beer or alcohol as I told this too Brad because when me and my brother lived in Stratford foster home Simpsons for their sick and twisted for their Amusement they would make me and my brother drink a whole of beer and forced too drink it and eat sandwiches 3 times a day daily as breakfast lunch and dinner plus forced us too sleep in stand-up closets in our feces and yearning until dawn it’s also why I don’t drink plus in my final third foster home the Brampton Larkins my foster mother Marg Larkin she would have cases of club soda in the crawl space under the stairs and I would drink them in my rebelling years long with my foster dad’s Dom Larkin’s Molson Canadian beer and smoke and I remember how my foster dad Dom hand me like King of the Hill Bobby smoke cartons of cigarettes well showing me his heart attack scars telling me his heart attacked was caused by smoking and used them as a fear tactic too prevent me from smoking however my morbid view disturb my foster dad when I heartlessly didn’t care and said we all have too die however that day stopped me from drinking just not from smoking as my cancer in late of 2011 and not able was the condition of Princess Margaret Hospital and Community Living when they were stating up my chemotherapy as that was on RIP Community Living Kathy’s rules I respected and never touched a cigarette since other than when I was in a depressive state of mine I bought a pack of cigarettes in 2016 or 19? And Kathy made me give them to MIA’s staff Roney who they faked a car accident for when she suddenly and bizarrely went missing in 2019 after I found out Sherri and Ben were getting married back when Sherri mad at my poems based on her vindictively sent me this awkward picture of her now husband Ben grabbing her breast holding up her engagement ring to get back at me for my pomes I wrote on her that I posted up on my Twitter numerous times since 2019 but deleted only one that remained as my first posted on my Twitter a couple days as go because community living with threatened to press charges on me if I didn’t removed stating copyrights and protection of Sherri’s privacy and I am breaking the law by posing her pics on my Twitter wall however they are fine with me writing about her since there are no visuals attached to it plus bizarrely Community Living is on her side with their gender bias as they destroyed any legal documents or paperwork I had like Palmer’s incident report on Sherri’s false rape report and any paper trail receipts back when Palmer bought me my Eminem Marshall Mathers LP that Sherri cleverly stole pretending that she just wanting to borrow it plus any proof I legally want to charge Sherry for defamation back when Palmer refused my rights that could also put Palmer in the crosshairs for taken away my rights too legally defend myself from false chargers and allegations as I stated in 2006 Brad claimed he was the ringleader in setting up Palmer’s client Tim and it remained as a calling card for the disturb female Palmer clients used when they didn’t get their way but do to my hubris and not wanting to get involved with them sexually I didn’t think it would happened to me until I met Sherri in 08 who falsely accused me of rape and I wanted to charge her with defamation against my name However Palmer staff Jill Teddi and Tera and dead Zed with David’s secret approval refused my rights as Zed used the excused that it was a slip of Sherri’s tongue that I never believed because it was too carefully choreographed planned and executed with flawless perfection too be a slip of Sherri’s tongue because after I was forced to take her back less then a month and a half later her current husband’s Ben shows up unannounced and they automatically become two peas in a pod inseparable as me and Sherri in the last month and a half after her MeToo false rape allegations I still was under a relationship contract with Sherri at the time Ben bizarrely showed up unannounced therefore I was still dating Sherri when Ben arrived and than after I awkwardly took her to a movie Pineapple Express on my dime no less she strings me along borrowing my Eminem Marshall Mathers LP CD at the time but anytime after I took her too the movies on my dime she would awkwardly pretend that she’s not home and had other Palmer clients and staff speak on her behalf with her viciously in the background whispering to them on what to say back to me and she did this for 3 weeks of June than I finally had enough of her games so I called her Palmer staff who turned out too awkwardly be a Sherri supporter and advocated on Sherri’s behalf giving me words that her friend Stephanie would repeat later on my Twitter saying “whatever Sherri wants Sherri gets” when I tried explaining to Stephanie why Sherri was upset with me in 2016 when she blocked me on Facebook because Sherri didn’t liked my point of view on our relationship plus I didn’t know that Sherri’s friend Stephanie was brainwashed when I thought that Stephanie could mediate between me and Sherri and than I learn Stephanie was Sherri’s foster or biological sister from Stephanie and Sherri’s Facebook and Instagram posts was why Stephanie bias took Sherri’s side however as it took twice Stephanie blocked me on Twitter ever since 2016 than I think in 2019 she accidentally restated me where I asked Stephanie did you and Sherri have a fall out is that is why you friended me on Twitter no reply Stephanie immediately block my account again and I haven’t said anything too her since other than a Instagram pic of Stephanie and Sherri and a pic of mockery laundry soap saying she’s brainwashed and maybe a robot pic as well but I removed Stephanie’s Instagram pic years ago as Dale said I legally couldn’t use her picture and Community Living the legal fallout so Dale and RIP Kathy asked me to removed it than so I did plus here is another dangerous life threatening racist moment with Brad as I and Luke and Ryan were waiting on Brad too shovel driveways and Brad would used his favorite word he was maybe condition to the Infamous “N” word on this now dead suicide staff Palmer staff Michelle who committed suicide in 2011 opening and than Dead Zed died months later ironically with cancer as he with a tumor in February or March 2011 but I remember Zed’s last conversation with me as Zed was usually against my writing through all of my Palmer time but me still in contact with Palmer which since I been blacklisted in 2017 because of me reminding them of Teddi their former staff breaking confidential agreement and airing out my childhood in public when she was supposed to apologize for giving Community Living Derek without my permission at the time my bank card info and password too him that I like anyone would take issue with because I didn’t know him at all and it’s well document that I have trust issues it’s why you all know why since Sherri I haven’t got involved in another sexual relationship since 2008 and because David was in legal battle with Community Living for his forgery on signing my tax return cheques that Muhammad wanted to press charges on him for but instead backed out at the last minute in 2008 that I still bring up and more sadly obvious was because Sherry was their Palmer client is why I am blacklisted and erased from Palmer’s history books like I am Chris Benoit or currently now if I am stay updated Vince McMahon is by his own WWE he sold to UFC endeavor company in 2022 that became their exclusive property in 2023 however Luke took the cigarette out of Brad’s mouth for disrespecting me and calling me his Bitch! To RIP Michelle who Brad called the controversial n-word repeatedly the day me Luke, Ryan were waiting on Brad to shovel driveways with us another time Brad was raciest was in No Thrills I meant No Frills grocery store with a black cashier because community living at Brad on strict money on what he could spend as Teddi our former Palmer staff now a community living staff at the time told Brad he went over his set budget amount and the next thing I know it was like a F-5 tornado touched down in No Frills as Brad went on this psychopath destructive path of causing a awkward scene and stated smashing things and using the N word on this poor black cashier lady where No Frills informed Teddi if you don’t get Brad under control we will called the police the next thing Brad was also mad about Teddi forgetting his cigarettes so I had my pack 100 or called as Brad told me bitch sticks Dumaria cigarettes but Teddi refused me too give Brad a cigarette and told me Brad can wait until we get home as I just wanted too end this awkward racial conflict next thing I know I went outside after No Frills security told us we couldn’t come back to the store anymore they had our flyers up and I haven’t been their since Brad’s racist commotion in No Frills Plus my very first memory of Brad is he wanted to commit suicide and attempted to used a pen to cut his wrists because he didn’t want like the rest of us to be in Palmer’s school like day program as I usually got myself kicked out and Brad and others would fellow suit afterwards as I recalled Palmer was trying to teach the bases or fundamental of sex education and they had a hottie Palmer staff named Kat teaching us about condoms and I said as a smart ass and a truly sad statement I am a visual learner so I ask Kat if she can used my penis as a example how you put on a condom and she got offended and kick me out and Brad followed suit afterwards but I learn quickly like I did in my Saratoga days that staff in any program are soft and our like nowadays cancel culture vultures easily set off especially when I made a crude and rude remarks that got me kicked out of schools and out of Palmer many times where they had me sleeping in a park until I called the government advocacy another reason why Palmer staff hates me and blacklisted me because they learned that they couldn’t consequence me like they did with the others because I was a crown ward their if anything happens to me than David and his Palmer would be illegally held accountable by the order of the advocacy I had to be reinstated pissing off David also David stole my X-Box console as my punishments I called the advocacy and they told him and Palmer because I was smart enough too keep the receipts to my property as I paid for the Xbox out of my own money David legally could not steal it or I could charge him so by law David had to returned my Xbox back too me plus when me and Ryan lived in a Palmer independent adult home called Hilda Palmer used to locked every thing up like we were kids or on suicide watched and had too awkwardly get staff’s approval so I called the advocacy and they forced David and Palmer too unlocked everything and that Hilda apartment with an independent program for adults and that David was legally in trouble for breaching contract by falsely selling his independent program Hilda as an adult housing program and trying to deceive the government and the Palmer clients so buy law so David shut down Hilda and blames it on me and Ryan for being lazy but the truth was Hilda shut down when the government put a stopped to David’s scam unfortunately I don’t know if the government ever stop or investigating Palmer for David embezzling his clients ODSP cheques as their were numerous complaints from the clients plus my complaint on how Palmer intentionally mishandled Sherri’s fake me-too false rape allegations that took away my rights to charge Sherri with defamation of my character too sadly no Pun intend Ben-efited Sherri and her other Co-conspirators her husband Ben and Brad who admitted to me his involvement with want to sleep with my ex-girlfriend Sherri back when Brad who tried to crack my skull with a VCR stated and I quote in his words’ No body likes you and that I Sherri and Ben set you up for the fake Me-Too rape the only thing was he never said Ben’s reasoning which I assume was because of Ben’s jealousy I want me out of the picture by any means necessary so he wouldn’t feel threaten or concern of me taking his girlfriend Sherry from him even though I told Community Living numerous times I don’t want her back I want her to suffered too know what real hardship is and not the ones she made up to con me and get me too drop my guards like saying her foster dad raped her or her foster mother locked her in closets just to prey on my empathy or sympathy for her lies I didn’t know at the time and now I know everything that comes out of Sherri’s mouth is a lie and she will never earned my trust again as I told retired Community Living Dale on Brad’s allegations and involvement with Sherri’s me too lies and instead of Dale opening up a investigation on Brad and Sherri Dale coldly said did Sherri’s me too lies happened under Community Living banner I said no not the me too lies but the aftermath or fallout did because I informed Dale that Brad has a history of doing this exact thing in 06 with another fake me too in 06 on to Tim to steal his girlfriend away when he influence and convince Tim’s girlfriend too falsely accused Tim of Rape and he did the same thing in 08 when he influence and convince ex girlfriend Sherri too set me up with a fake rape the only difference was is that Tim went to jail and I didn’t and that Brad got away with 06 and 08’s fake me too rape allegations though the difference was Sherri Ben and Brad got away with defamation of my character thanks to Palmer and Community Living in cahoots with Sherri and Brad and Ben plus Brad owes me so much money it’s not funny as I would buy his gamble tickets and prolines but he said he would pay me back and never did plus it’s why I stopped mostly playing prolines as Brad I thought was honorable client would keep me inform since I in late of my Palmer time had no cable so Palmer did and Brad would inform me of any updates however one of my prolines won 600 or 800 dollars Brad was keeping an eye as I said if I win because I mostly picked out the NHL teams and Brad would pick out Baseball and college basketball that I didn’t know much about but took Brad’s word on it and picked out his basketball and baseball teams I just had one problem with Brad and it was Los Angeles Angels versus Los Angeles Dodgers and I don’t know much about my baseball teams but I knew the Angels are a more stack teams than their arrivals LA Dodgers were then but Brad picked out Los Angeles Dodgers which I was skeptical about but the prolines only cost 5 bucks as I was very good with my money however the other Palmer clients weren’t so most of them borrowed money from me or tried to wrestle me for my cigarettes however Brad was the biggest withdraw as Brad weekly kept borrowing money from me and telling me he was going to pay me back and honestly most of them never did especially Brad the only real honest Palmer client was Luke who pay me back and I didn’t have too fight tooth and nail with him like I constantly had to do with Brad plus Brad was very emotionally disturbed guy and I don’t like conflict so I sadly I aided Brad’s gambling addiction however once Brad blew 2,0000 dollars of his rent money and Dale sucker me into paying for Brad’s groceries and made a deal with me that Brad or community living will pay for my cable bill that Brad agreed on and sign a contract paper with Community Living Ryan Hudson Noreen and Dale as witness with Teddi as well in the mix because of Brad’s racial controversial outburst in No Frill’s a week before plus Brad lied to his parents and said I tried to murder him back when my tic-tac-toe Eminem like persona first started and Community Living psychiatrist Chris Brown falsely mislabeled me as a serial killer because of Tic-Tac-Toe’s murdering lyrics that I was inspired by Eminem’s relapse album and irate how Teddi attacked my childhood memories and how Dale thinks my sick pedophile father is just mentally ill and needs meds to correct his behaviors and I strongly told Dale my father isn’t sick as CCAS and Canada’s professional court psychiatrists also deemed his as a having as as criminal mind said the three triads to a serial killer and my father has all three he wets his bed he showed cruelty to animals and like Sherri has no emotion or feeling or empathy or guilt as he started as a a small-time criminal selling drugs and breaking in with his street Toronto gang to murder. rape and pedophilia and incest with own children like his daughter who is mine and my half sister and my brother who thinks or wishes he was my half brother but refuses to do a DNA test to prove it? However all my life I have been seen as my father as community living or Saratoga psychiatrist thinks I am a psychopath or a potential serial killer in the making because of my father’s psychopathic DNA is also shared in my blood however the difference is other than writing it down I’ve never done anything of that natured but because sometimes I can be emotionless and psychopathic anger I have a better control on nowadays however Brad never had any control on his psychopathic nature as Brad and Sherri should have been institutionalized and locked up and getting on the lobotomy because they were the most dangerous Palmer clients as I said Sherri was a chameleon of disguises a masterful liar and con artist and very manipulative as Stephanie her friend and Community Living are proof of that and Palmer she was bipolar or schizophrenia so was Brad a bipolar or schizophrenia as Brad’s moods constantly changed like Sherri’s on a regular bass you never knew what side of the coin you were going too land on as Sherri is like Batman’s Twofaced Harvey Dent and Brad was bane and scarecrow as Palmer was a never ending door for the mentally insane to be incarcerated together and me as Palmer’s Joker as Palmer had police there regularly I just surprised it didn’t have a station inside of Palmer as somebody was getting arrested or kicked out almost daily in Palmer I was just surprised that Sherri and Brad the most dangerous never got kicked out but I am mostly surprise that I survived for 8 years in Palmer’s captivity but I wouldn’t want to relived it ever again knowing that my life was especially expendable to Palmer and Sherri and I could have died numerous times in their care like my failed attempted suicide with 2 bottles of extra strength Tylenol when Palmer cut me off my ODSP and threatened to abandon me and leave me homeless and tossed me out like garbage like Sherri did as my brother was giving a warring from Palmer staff that Palmer clients are dangerous and not to be messed with as it was like signing a waiver my brother puts it when he came too visited me in Palmer when the staff told him they are not accountable for his safety as he describe it to me as it’s like walking into Jurassic Park or swimming in a shark tank or with piranhas where they said they are not responsible for the dinosaurs or eating McDonald daily if you get a heart attack not their fault or like walking into an active warzone like Gaza as you can be an aid and still die by Hamas or Israelis and Palmer is the same as you are just fare gain as I found that out the hard way just dating Sherri also here is a criminal activity list of Palmer and Brad’s that would shocked most Brad stealing other Palmer clients ODSP government cheques like the owner David also Brad had people like my friend Luke to sign ODSP cheques and put them into Luke’s Bank accounts to the point Luke’s Bank got suspicious and alerted Palmer staff who looked into it as all I recalled Brad tried to get be not signed a fraud cheque into my bank account and gave me this fake story that Brad’s grandma gave his this cheque until I pointed out because I could read that the cheque had somebody’s else’s name written on it and though my reading skills at the time was bad I still didn’t trust Brad’s words so I said no and informed Palmer’s staff Lorna who wanted me to remembered the name or letters all I said too her is the cheque’s name had Michal’s name on it and because I am a fan of Michael Jackson that is how I remember the first name of the cheque the last name I remember car oil or the former dictator of Cuba Fidel Castro Lorna informed me there is a Palmer client you called Mike but the full spelling of his name is Michel because he is from Quebec and there is a female Palmer client named Michelle my ex girlfriend so Palmer don’t get it confused we Palmer staff shorten Mike’s name to just Mike is what you all call him as and his last named is Castro as soon as I told that to Lorna than Brad tried making Luke the fall guy and threatening Federal Prison for opening unlawfully Palmer clients mails and signing Palmer clients ODSP paychecks as Brad was using Luke as his as his Patsy so Luke thanks me for testifying on his behalf too Palmer’s staff Lorna or Luke could be still doing time in a Federal Prison however Luke as his repentance had to pay back his Bank 1000’s of dollars for Palmer or Luke’s bank to drop the charges against him so Luke got a job to pay it back and still works too this day as a Electronics or laundromat for his building until his health sadly decline and got bad also Brad is the ringleader or as the Rock says “the Final Boss” in running Me-Too scams before me-too had a named or a hashtag as he started me-too in 06 in Palmer and in 08 with my controversial X Sherri and her husband Ben but Brad twice, Sherri and Ben once in Palmer to this day got away with it as Sherri has become like Donald Trump as somehow crimes Sherri and Brad committed has made them even more popular I am just surprised that Sherri or Brad before he died maybe today? Didn’t become the mayors of Toronto or Prime Ministers of Canada because nowadays it’s cool to be a Criminal because you can be liked Donald Trump and grab a chick inappropriate on a Hollywood bus and still be the president of America and maybe again? That is why I don’t know why Sherri or Brad didn’t cashed in and become like Jay-Z and Rihanna Run This Town https://youtu.be/ztygmWtWCjQ could be Toronto’s Mayors or prime minister of Canada lol😭 as Canada as a whole and Community Living and Palmer still aided Sherri and Brad to this day as Sherri became again maybe Brad is dead? are still not how to accountable or any charges on Sherri or Brad or her husband Ben😭 as I am just told too forget about it it’s water under the bridge or split milk is how Palmer and now Community Living now sees it for the last 16 years 😭 also Brad attempt to murder me with a baseball he intentionally threw at my skull back when me and Brad lived in Palmer and Palmer had one of it’s public outings as I almost retaliated back on Brad but Palmer’s staff Terry prevented it from me kicking the shit out of Brad as I would have probably murdered him that day if it wasn’t for Palmer staff Terry’s prevention and Palmer staff forcing me to be friends with Brad Brad also ran a handicap league bowling scheme in stealing charity money and wanted too used me as a scapegoat before Luke lived in Palmer is why I was wised up to Brad that saved Luke time in Federal Prison because I cleverly out smarted Brad and turned his charity money scheme on him by robbing Brad and Brad thought he was untouchable however I gave Brad hubris a reminder was why I never got charge for Brad’s handicap bowling scheme because I made Brad the fall guy because I am not as stupid as Brad assume I was as my Palmer Friend Ryan wised me up too Brad just using me as Brad falsely claim he had stage fright and didn’t want to be seen as being handicapped so Brad wanted me on his behalf too go door on the rich side of Mats Sundin supposedly lived with former WWE Trish Stratus but never ever seen either one of them however I got a lease 2000 dollars but never inform Brad as I stupidly gave it to Ryan who said he would pay me back but never did to get himself a new computer plus my Mother just died and left me 2000 in her will so Palmer was never suspicious or wise too me however I confess years later when I was moving out to Community Living that pissed off Palmer’s staff Eric Green who said I was lucky and clever and waited for the statute of limitation to run out plus Palmer made Brad payback lol every dollar and nickel to his handicap bowling charity so I never got blamed for it but I never did anything like that again as I would rather be safe than sorry and pay but I hated Brad and someone needed to teach Brad a lesson and that was me as Brad thought of him self as a lady man and would constantly put me down for not having a girlfriend when he was my roommate Community Living Mabel Apartments as I told Josh I got sick of it about Brad acting like he was better than me with his obviously made up fictitious girlfriend as the only women who ever called Brad was his mother so Brad being stupid and gullible started sexually talking to his mother over the phone and I who was still on the other line waiting for Brad to pick up in his bedroom overheard his sexual conversation with his mother and started laughing on the other end of the phone and Brad was embarrass and mad that I pulled that prank on him and scream on the other end of the phone too hang up and I apologize to Brad’s mother and told her it was a joke because your son is an asshole and somebody needs to bring this cocky bastard back to planet Earth because I am sick of him making fun of me for not having a girlfriend and acting like he is the cock of the walk and he always talked about this fictitious made up girlfriend too pissed me off as there was no evidence or proof and no girl other than Community Living female staff are caseworker Teddi and Ryan Hutchins and Noreen called and you as Brad’s mother so I know Brad is BS-ing me

Inspired by @Eminem’s Favorited B https://youtu.be/aaizv9m616c that is my part two of Sickly by Tic-Tac-Toe aka Marshall BloodBath-urst & by #MeToo lovers Sherri & her husband Ben-efited the most

You all forgot how they were like Haiti

Back when they ganged up on me

In Palmer and she had no honor

After he came upon her

Ghosting her like Patrick Swayze

Before he put a ring on her like she was Beyonce

Back when he was still her fiancé

And I thought that I was her only Jay-Z

Until she became more colder than my AC

Back when she freeze me and phased me out

Because of how I wouldn’t give her no babies

As she only loved me back then only for my clout

Until they bond her out back when she was blonder

Even though what she did there was no doubt

Back when she stole my Slim Shady

And she was guilty until she got their help

Back when they let her played me

While I still get now the smallest violin

As I became alone like an Island to myself

All because I am still wildin’ out

And still expressing myself on how I felt

Just like when my daddy he beat me with his belt

While my mother she would just watched in silent

Back when he left me with welts by his violent

Blow up our relationship like a bomber

The way that she left me like polar caps to melt

And she was mad at me for my bipolar raps about

How he smashed our bridge like a Baltimore gap he left a bout

The way that I let them now kidnapped my synapses

As I told you all that I won’t stop until I get my win back

After she used me like table scraps until the day I got scrapped

Back when her lies redact our facts is why she still feels my flack

And my insults and more that left her to snap over my raps

Assault and more back when they warned me to shut my trap

Just like the day that she came and hanged up

Dial tones as I was told to remained calmer

Back when our love she left pushing up daises

And he came all horny and nobody mourned me

After she became his old lady and she was a goner

Back when her lies they ate me up like Jeff Dahmer

That left me now emotionally banged up

Thanks to the justice systems now dishonor

Since the day that you all saw me as being crazy

And sicker than rabies or my father in the eighties

If I have to ranged up the price that I had to pay

For going beyond and above and used as fodder

Back when I came to saved her day

After her lies left me in hot water

Back when push came to shove

And her lies got their way

Back when I thought her and I fit like a glove

And I didn’t know that I was being persuade

Back when she tricked me in giving me her love

Until I was in grave danger with her and her online stranger

Who suddenly came and rearranged her

And left me endangered of being extinct

Back when these two were suddenly in sync

And I was left on the brinks

And almost handcuffed and in a police precinct

Back when her lies they wink and never said goodbye

And I didn’t think that these two had a link

Until she came and left our relationship to sink

Back when she would come home with his pink eye

Bitching to me about my house looking like a pigsty

Well she ran around have an affair with some dirty guy

Back when I told my shrink why I almost came to drink

Back when she was making her big lies dig her a bigger hole

Where I want put them inside and buried them both alive

Just like how she tried to buried me live and by surprised

Back when her lies they were coving up their ultimate goal

That they devised back when I didn’t wise up and I was an oaf

Back when I stupidly took an oath to stand by her until I realized

After we broke bread like a loaf that she still denies

Back when I got sized up and her lies took their toll

And nobody was there to leave me consoled

Or cared if I survived

Back when the picture became whole

And her lies dole out more than what I wanted to know

Back when I pour out my soul and I gave her everything I got

Back when he lied low and he was sadly really in control

Until my kill shot that she was ill taught?

Back when she was the devil I know and she was loose prefer

Doing evil things like Lucifer back when I came to lose her

And felt like a loser back when I came to pursue her

And she was more full of shit than a sewer

Back when I thought that I knew her

Until they were getting a tooter like a coupon

Back when she was sleeping on his futon

As this was where it gets bloody like a tampon

Back when he broke in with my lamp on

And my head was almost placed back in a police cruiser

Back when he invaded our house like an intruder

That became my pet peeve after her lies left me neutered

And he pretend that he was her school tutor

After her lies said she had homework but really he was her suitor

Back when her lies were more nightmarish than Freddy Krueger

As a pedophile back when your disparage pedal and defiled

And looked up to their marriage as my justice a miscarriage

And was aborted back when they were awarded

As my freedom they dangled in front of me like a carrot

With their arrogance after she attacked my merit

Back when I thought nobody could measure up

Or compare it as I’m now left to repair it

And repeat myself like I am a parrot

Too our memories that I used to cherished

Until I embarrassedly realized he was more than her ruler

Back when I came to rule her world and she was my girl

As that is what made what she did that much more crueler

Back when her lies gunned me down like a school shooter

Like a drive by with him on her scooter

Before she became now a cougar after shot me with his Luger

That you all refused not see even after she married that Nazi

Back when she used me as his proxy

And she was like a drive by Uzi with her moxie

Back when she iced me out at the movies

Giving him a blowjob inside of his jacuzzi

Back when her lies paralyzed like Todd Bertuzzi

Did to an Avalanche back when she terrorized

And she was cut loosely

After I felt like a drunk floozy roofied

And was feeling woozy and goofy

Back when she took advantaged of me as a newbie

And she raped my placed where I felt safe

Well she would let him grab her boobies

Back when she would text him her nudies

As I wished now that I had her on tape

Instead of taking a leap of faith if I’m to make my point

On how the joint that was supposed to be my prison

That she tried to put me in for their love to be risen

Became now her doobie that she smokes up

Since we broke up after she attacked my foreskin

Back when he was anoint and she felt all groovy

And now she is all coked up acting kooky

If I am to spit it like a loogie

On what has got me all choked up

Back when I step in doggie doody

The way that this bitch was full of shit

Back when I thought that she knew me

And I didn’t hit back

Until after she blew me off

Acting all stoked up and sneaking off to his loft

Back when I would sit back all soft

And thought her and I was cut from the same cloth

And now that fire in me she lit that

Back when she burned me

And inspired me

And Madoff like Bernie

Well you all were like now Trump’s soft attorneys

Excusing her for what seems like an eternity

With your devotion after she put me on a gurney

Like my cancer that almost put an end to my journey

But you all tell me what she did I shouldn’t let it concern me

Now that it was sixteen years ago back when she burned me

Inspired by Eminem’s Favorited B https://youtu.be/aprPH9k_lzk

My opening verse inspired by @Eminem’s Puke https://youtu.be/u6qptYHZC5U and my closing verse by his Crazy in Love https://youtu.be/Y4nZBRLZm3o called Sickly by Tic-Tac-Toe and also inspired by #MeToo lovers Sherri & her husband Ben-efited the most

Like Haitians 🇭🇹

I too am getting impatient😡

Like they by their gang situation

And their politic manipulation🤥

So who are you?

Too say I don’t have a right!

Too be appalled and tic😱🤬

By her blindside attacked👨‍🦯🔫

On my reputation

Hijacked by her online dick

Back when I did know that she was his side chick🦹🦹‍♀️

Until she Trump me after I made my stand like Hope Hicks🧑‍⚖️

And realized that the fix was in🗳️🤥

Back when he was Biden his time to steal my chick😍

My position that I was forced to resign and quit🚫😭💔

And give him the win after she attacked my foreskin🔫🩸🐔🪦

Back when her lies they were more full of shit🤥🐂💩

Than constipation💩🚽🚫

Back when she took advantaged of my patience🙏

And my wit🧠

Back when they gave me a false liberation

Before she took her first hit🚬🤤💉🥄☃️

Back when her lies they flipped the script🤥📝🖕

After their false deliberation👨‍⚖️

And it’s why I am still throwing a fit🤬

For the way her me-too was falsely acquit👨‍⚖️🚫🤥

Back when she took a shit allover me 💩

With her defecation🚽

From her Me-Too defamation🤥

After I overcame all of her false stipulations

And their misinformation🤥

From her manipulation🤥👿🪄😵‍💫🎢

And hers and his preparation👩‍❤️‍💋‍👨💒👰🤵‍♂️💍🪢🤞🤰

Back when my knowledge only had limitation🤏

And it’s why I still protest like College🏫👩‍🎓🧑‍🎓🪧

Back when her lies came at me polished🤥🧼

But you all say that I am a pussy 🙀😾

The way that you all acted like my gynecologist

And still try to pushed me like he who ambushed me🕵️‍♂️

Or like my psychiatrist who finds what I say as grotesque✡️🆚🇵🇸

Though it’s the only way that I can find solace🥲

That’s coalesced with my violent thoughts😈📝

That you all demolished with your silent🤫

Treatment, that my psychiatrist still gives me😭

To this very day because in my psychiatrist eyes👀

I should be fine with being seen as an afterthought

Back when I gave my ex lies spaced like an astronaut🤥👩‍🚀🚀

Though vehement I have expressed my mistreatment

By her hands like my childhood when I got molest👴

But you all want me to accept my defeatment

And I can’t like their incest👩‍❤️‍💋‍👨👨‍👩‍👧‍👦

Love for each other because I invest🏦🏧

My time and my money⌚️💳💰🫰

And a lot of interest honey😍🥰👑🐝🫰

Thinking that her and I were like birds of the same feathers🪶

And that her and I we would flock together forever👩‍❤️‍💋‍👨

Back when her lies took a shine and our days were sunny☀️

Back in our prime until things got muddy☔️🤥

And she left my pride bloody🦁🩸🧛‍♀️👁‍🗨🥊

Back when she crossed that line

And drove me nutty🚗🥜🤪🤬

Back when I dove to saved her like a dummy

Well she was so cunningly👿🤥🤫

Secretly having an affair with her fuck buddy👨‍💻🤫🤬👩‍❤️‍💋‍👨

Behind my back the whole time🗡️⏳⌛️🪦💔

I stupidly thought that she was mine👩‍❤️‍💋‍👨

Until she ended our relationship suddenly🛳️💔

And I came to find🔍🕵️‍♂️

After she lied to me that they met online👩‍💻👨‍💻🤥🫶👩‍❤️‍💋‍👨

Back when she was acting funny🤡

After I saw her Instagram pics in 09🖼️

That became my proof utterly

After she had fucked with my mind🧼🧠

Back when the truth at the time was ugly👹

And it’s why I’m still dwelling on her and her online felon

As I wished that I had incest I meant insect repellent🐜🚫🪦

To keep that bug away from grabbing her melons💍🖼️👰🤵‍♂️💒

And P.S. It’s what also got me to blow liked Mount Helen🌋

And why I wasn’t believing any of her B.S🤥🐂💩

That she was selling at the time🐍👿🏪🫰

Back when she was mad at me for rebelling

If I’m to rewind like a time machine⏪

And take you all back to that crime scene⚰️🪦

Back when her lies made me her Weinstein🤥🎬

And she gave me that lime green light🚦

On that obscene night🏙️

That you all now deemed right

Even though she didn’t give me a fair fight🥊

Back when her lies came down on me like an airstrike🤥💣🛩️

And I made that mistake of thinking our love was airtight

Until I got replaced unfairly by her online parasite👨‍💻🤮😷

Back when I got a rare sight into her lies of delight👁️🤥🙂💒👰🤵‍♂️

After my poems they compared her to the Third Reich📝👿

Back when she was like Baseball ⚾️

And I was out like the third strike😡😵🪦

And now I’m erased by all😭💔

Blacklisted because I can’t seem to resisted it

On telling you all on how she was sadistic

But I am the one that’s twisted🌪️?

Even though sadly I was just another statistic🔢

And that is what left me to go ballistic😡

Like the lipstick she would leave behind as her calling card💋

Physics I ignored back when I thought we had chemistry🧑‍🔬👩‍🔬

Back when she had me falling hard🤥🪄😵‍💫🥴😍🥰

That is why now there is no remedy😷💉🤮☠️💔

For her lies stalling in the backyard⏳⌛️🧓👴🤥

As its how her and I became now enemies 👼😇👿😈🤥

Inspired by Eminem’s Crazy In Love https://youtu.be/Y4nZBRLZm3o

Inspired by @Eminem music & by #MeToo lovers Sherri and her husband Ben-efited the most called the Villain by Tic-Tac-Toe of why I can’t loved

See my memories are like a compartment

Because when it comes to love I had my fill

Back when she gunned down my love life

Like the wife of Phil

Hartman! Inside of my apartment

Back when my pride she came to killed

Back when she tried to send me to jail

Until her lies failed!

But still they were like bombardments

So why insensitive like Eric Cartman?

Back when our loved went South Park

And she killed our spark and left me in the dark

At the same time as their relationship disembarked

Back when I took her out of her garment

And she took aim like marksmen

Back when I’d had unleashed her carnage

Like a Las Vegas machine gun empty out it’s cartridge

Stumbling over another carcass

Back when she left me in the darkness

And she was so heartless and a charlatan

Blood spilled allover the carpet

But you all want me to acted now

Like what she did had left me scarless

Back when she saw me as target practice

For her and her savage status

Of leaving me in total blackness

And that is what adds to the sadness

Back when she was more of a prick than a cactus

Back when I put her on the map like an atlas

So don’t tell me that I’m just a victim of their dirty tactics

Back when she tried to leave my named more than just tarnished

Back when I made my fatal mistake of thinking she was harmless

Until she took our love one step further straight to murder

And gave our loved the kill shot with his lies that she was ill taught

Back when he stole her from me like a burglar

And she was all about them drugs now like a pharmacist

Regardless of what I came to do for her

Back when I became a victim of their merger

And made my fatal mistake of trying to adore her

Back when he was secretively came and urge her

Well they used her lies to award her

Back when he came to scored her

Well I wished back then that I’d purged her

Or gone out of my way and researched her

Well you all wanna say poor her

Like she was the one who came to suffered

Over my words that leaves her smothered

But she was the one who played me

Back when I forgot to wear my rubber

And didn’t know that she had another lover

And what makes this now more creepy

Was the fact he maybe was her foster brother?

Back when she was mine imposter lover

And I fell for her deeply

That is why it’s going to cost her

For wasting my time trying to loved her

If you wanna know why I am looking for payback

That goes way back

Since they disappeared like needles in a haystack

And she became now more evil so pray that?

Back when I gave her my heart weekly

And I came back for a sequel all laidback

And what makes this now more freaky

Is I am not HIV positive

But I am sure that they gave them aids

In helping her and her online operative

Back when he made his raid

On our house so provocative

And they let him rain on my parade

Back when they saw me as easy preyed

So fuck off telling me to look at it positive

Back when she blew up our love like a grenade

Back when they got paid to look the other way

As all I wanted to due back then was just get laid

Therefore she did more than just fucked up my day

As it was deliberate on her part is why I’m still afraid

Of opening up my heart unless it’s surgery

Thanks to her perjury that gave them ahead start

Well I am back to feeling unworthy

After our love I came to restart

Back when they tricked me to show her mercy

And that is what makes this so murky

As I thought I would love her until we became old farts

Back when her titties they used to me perky

Until she gave up our love addiction cold turkey

Was what rehydrates my need to stay bloodthirsty

Ever since they migrate was why I took it personally

Back when she flipped me the bird

And had the audacity to ask me later on am I great?

And I said no! Because what you did was past absurd

That left me intentionally irate

After you got on my last nerves

Back when I got intentionally swerved

And almost left with time to be severed

Back when they gave you two a free pass

And I was forced to observed

Back when I was forced to take a perp walk

And I was on birdwatched

Back when you and my friends flipped me off

And nobody came to defend me

Back when you were sneaking off to his loft

And getting his dick back to soft

Well they all look at me mad for wanting my revenge

Because now all I got is how they still scoffed

And downplay the severity

On how she preyed on my insecurities

Back when she played me dirty

And they were like O.J’s jury

Back when they gave her an acquittal

Like you all who still belittled

Like they did when they did little

Back when I was caught in the middle

And they wanted me to acted civil

Back when she preyed on my grief

And pretend that she was a widow

With suicidal beliefs

Back when she threatened to kill herself if I came to leave

Back when she tricked me that she turned over a new leaf

And I put in the work and rolled up my sleeves

So fuck off saying that I am soft and brittle

Unless you wanna see me go berserk?

Like I was when I was sweet on her like Skittles

Back when I came to tasted her like rainbow

And that is what makes what she did so painful

Back when I acted more crazy than Schizos

Back when I thought that she was my angel

Until she came to flirt not heavenly

With other men in her mini skirt

But devilishly back when she left my feelings hurt

And he came to revolutionized her back to revert

On the day that she went missing like an Amber Alert

Back when I explained to her why I couldn’t give her kids

But you all treat me like I’m a soldier who dessert

And left her behind back when she went off the grid

And that is what still hurts

Because see I was the only one who was hard on her

Like an unsolvable riddle back when I came upon her

With strings attached back when she played me like a fiddle

And served me up like Kibbles “N Bits

Therefore dawgs you know shit

And you are barking up the wrong tree

Coming at me

Because I was the one like an olive branch

That went out on a limb

Back when I gave her a second chance

After she me-too me on a whim

Only for her to cheat on me like Lance

On the tour of Frances

Back when I was Armstrong and he came to advance

Back when Palmer was like Spahn Ranch

And the owner thought of himself as Charles Manson

A Messiah who used us to add to his expansion

And saw us as nothing but pariahs

Adding levels to his mansions

Back when he came too deny us

And Community Living only got a glance

Of what I been through

Back when their loved I came to enhanced

And Palmer’s manger Tara-gated me

I meant interrogated me with her terror hate

And terrorists hate the way she saw me as infidel

And let her murdered me like the baby of Sharon Tate

Leaving our beef to now marinate

Back when you all made me out as an incel

Thought at that time I never had any intel

It’s why my revenge is like Blood soak Israel’s air raids

After her lies came down on me like an airstrike

If you wanna know why I became cutthroat

After she didn’t give me a fair fight or a vote

Back when he came to rocked the boat

And she came to barricade herself in her room

Next to the staircase that became my doomed

Back when they cleverly used me as their scapegoat

Back when I got replaced by her online parasite

Who was sending her his secret online love notes

Back when my love became the murdered they wrote

After she set me up just to grab my goad

Back when they went online and gloat

After I thought what her and I had was airtight

Until I realized her lies was just there leaving me to suffocate

Like she was Darth Vader back when I came to barf later

Because that is how sick I felt knowing I was doing him a favor

After I came to saved her until she cut me down like a lightsaber

So she can now get as high like skyscrapers

After she falsely claim that I raped her

Back when she put our love in obituary section of the paper

And her greed had turned into now weed inhaling vapors

Back when she used her lies as an alibi

And I made the mistake of being her ally

Until my pain became televised for the whole world to see

As I’m still judged as the bad guy for verbally attacking this girl

On my Twitter of still coming off nowadays still bitter

But none of you consider what she put me through

Back when I thought that I paid my dues

But you say I’m inconsiderate what about you?

Who all refused to read my warning signs

And still act like you all are still illiterates

Because like the Earth I gave you global warming signs

On how she left me more twisted than them tornados

Back when our love became a game of hot potato

Back when she turned our love fatal

With her reckless abandonment of turning our love into a fable

Like her fictitious lies that I was mislabeled

That left me now suspicious since she turned the tables

That why I can’t find any solace like them encampments

Protesting them Colleges back when she schooled me

And took me for every nickel and dime I had in my wallet

For her and her online sicko’s advancements

Back when she fooled me

Before you all fell under her spells of her enchantments

Like I did until she got expelled from her grade twelve

For making her enhancements on plagiarizing me

Back when she played the blame game that I am the bad guy!

Inspired by @Eminem’s Legacy https://youtu.be/FF1hjJYuqXU & by #MeToo lovers Sherri and her husband Ben-efited the most called My Legacy by Tic-Tac-Toe

Sorry that this is getting dark🌑

But since I can’t spark any interest🔥😭

Unless I light myself now on fire🔥

Like that guy at the park🛝

That was a Trump admire🥜🤪🤡😍

In front of a courthouse🧑‍⚖️

Then maybe I might hit my mark🎯🫣?

Like what CCN came to report about📰

And remind these liars🤥

Who still dare to embark🛣️?

That I might have got escort out👮‍♂️🚓🚔

Since their relationship disembarked🚢💏💒👰🤵‍♂️💍👶👶

Over my controversial remarks🗣️🚫⚠️

That was talking about her incest👩‍❤️‍💋‍👨👨‍👩‍👧‍👦

And about her fake lesbian desires👩‍❤️‍💋‍👩

With my stalker🕵️‍♀️🔎

That brought out now my ire😡🤬

And my raged like I’m Mike Myers🎃🔪

Before he came on Instagram to grab her knockers

Back when they disappeared like faces on flyers📰🔎

After he was watching me with his binoculars

That remind me of my bullies who threw me in my locker🎒🏫🔏

If you wanna understand me fully before they instantly scram🏃‍♂️🏃‍♀️

That left me now off my rocker🥜

Back when I didn’t have the lay of the land🗺️🔎🤫👩‍❤️‍💋‍👨

And what adds to making this more of a shocker⚡️

Isn’t that my power had short out

And you all had empowered them and them

That made them now all popular🥰

After they made me their sacrificial lamb🐑🥩

Back when she stole my Eminem💿

And they let them ran🏃‍♂️🏃‍♀️

Leaving my demons to go insane like Elisa Lam👿

Elevator games and son of Sam🛗🐶👿

Is who you all now see me as who 👁️ am🥜🤪

Adding now to my Ven and Ven-om☠️🐍🦂

By you all who became now their biggest fans👨‍🎤👩‍🎤📸🤳

And swung in their favor like a pendulum☯️

After he went and killed my momentum🪦⚰️

Back when you all knew all about their evil plans🤫👿

But you all still attacked me for making my stand🪧🗡️🔫🩸👁‍🗨🕶️

That steams and steam on why I needed my revenge🗡️🔫

And why I won’t stop until I end them🪦⚰️

Therefore don’t be a crab liked Sebastian🦀

For me going on the attack like Taylor Swift👩‍🎤

Attacking once again Kim Kardashian

Like me right after she left me adrift🏝️

Back when I put in the work and never skipped a shift👷‍♂️

Or take a sick day off as that is what left me miffed😡

And berserk back when they made off🚪🧳🗺️🔍

She did with that online jerk🧑‍💻🤡🤫💌📳

Back when they plead the fifth🤫

After I gave her my shirt off my back👕

Back when he secretly came to lurk🤫

Everywhere like God’s eyes in church👁️🤥⛪️

Before she flipped me her bird 🖕

Back when she was sitting on her perch🐦‍⬛

Before they came to now migrate⬇️🥵

That left me to rehydrate my bloodthirst🩸🧛‍♂️🥤

Because of not knowing our love was all a work🤥😭💔

And that’s what now adds to our rift🪓✂️

Back when she used me just for my perks 😭💔

And I ain’t talking about her tits that were once perky🥶❄️

Before she cut my love addiction off cold turkey✂️😍💊🥶🦃

Back when she left me high and dry and prematurely😭💔

Back when I too also wanted to originally exit early🚪🧳🫂

After I came with my mercy to uplift her was my gift🎁

That I came to give her until they tricked me to forgive her🪄⛪️

Back when her lies they tried to send me up the river👮‍♂️👮‍♀️🌊

Until you all now humanized her like she was the little Mermaid🧜

Well I got dehumanized after she cut into me like a firmed blade🗡️

Back when there was no concerns made😭💔🦻

So thanks because you all have now aimed me🫣🎯🔫

Like Taylor Swift’s AlMee🎯🫣

That left me a Tortured Poets Department-alized📝💿👩‍🎤

With my dark thoughts I’ve compartmentalized🧠🧳

Therefore attacking me is seen now as unwise🥊🔫🗡️

Because ever since they let her lies shamed me🤥😭💔

Back when she tried to defamed me😭💔

And her lies came at me insanely🤥🤪

And named me namely😡🤬

And now I am seen more nuts than my sister Jayme🥜🤪👧

As my bro he asked me does nothing ashamed me?🚫🥜🤪

And I said no! Not since they came to aimed me🎯🫣

Inspired by Eminem’s Legacy https://youtu.be/FF1hjJYuqXU

Inspired by @Eminem’s Microphone and by #MeToo lovers Sherri and her husband Ben-efited the most called This is when I Will Stop by Tic-Tac-Toe

What makes this nightmarish

Was I thought that I was transparent

And apparent like them now being parents

That I won’t stop until I turned their marriage

Into a miscarriage

But instead I’m repeating like parrots

On how they enforced my justice aborted

That was forced to perished

Back when injustice was awarded

For her lies attacking my merits

Back when she pretend she was well adjusted

And I first came to reported

Now all I get from you all is your disparage

Of you telling me if I don’t like it? Than get a lawyer

Even though you all know that I can’t afford it

So all I do in your eyes is cry about it like keyboard warriors

Because you tell me my memories of her I should cherish

Well you act like today’s Americans attacking heritage

And acting so arrogant and bias that I’m embarrassed

Because you all think I’m a drug addict at my highest

Spewing nothing but incoherence

And back at it like your interference

Making this now even more morbid

As they were like terrorists

Back when she came at me more careless

With the help of corporate on her side

Back when I came to share this with my therapist

About the unfairness

Who left me even more embarrassed

Because now she only cares to highlight the rareness

Of how I didn’t go to jail by these terrorists

Who dangled my freedom in front of my faced like a carrot

Because too her I should have just hopped away like rabbits

Instead of me going out of my way just too go and grab it

That is what adds now in her opinion to my demerits

Of everyone seeing as being rabid with my sick thoughts so graphic

That she is now mad at me for using my sick past to cause havoc

Well you all gave them a free pass like Trump’s dominions I meant minions

And became like Isis sympathizers wanting to blow up churches

Because now you’re all fine with them seeing me as an appetizer

Back when my advisors they were like birds of prey on their perches

Having a birds view of her leaving me feeling worthless

Well she back then sold me lies that I never purchase

Until she decide to traded me up for her wanna be online miser

And was using his lies back when he secretly advised her

Back when I was forced to reprised her

It’s why if you were to do any searches to find any bullets fibers

You won’t find any evidence of our love’s murder

As I am the only proof and soul survivor

Back when she took us one step further

And it was prevalence

Back when I thought I was her only provider

And dated her with no reference

Well she was giving out blowjobs

Until this slob crept along out of nowhere like a spider

Back when Me-Too lies suddenly gone and inspired her

At the same times as they were hiding her malevolence

Of her evil desires

Back when they only cared about money

And not about her being soulless

Back when they profit off of us like we were dummies

And sold us like commodities and had no apologies

Showing you all now the systems coldness

And his and her boldness

Back when she gave me our love’s severance

And cut our ties with pretend reverence

Back when she made off like a burglar

Though you acted like you’ve got intelligence

But still don’t get the fact that used me as leverage

It’s why being bloodthirsty is now my beverage

But you lost it over me opening up my closet

And letting my skeletons fall out

Because now all I get is the fallout

Well he walks around with his balls out

But you all still ignore the elephant

In the room

And attacked me for being celibate

And deemed her me-too as irrelevance

And assume that it was my choice

Back when she brough forth my doom

Though at that time I didn’t have a voice

Just held up like I was a trophy hoist

Back when the owner drove a blue Royce

And everybody was poised

To seal my spot

That’s why my love for her was left entombed

Back when she gave our love the kill shot

Like my first ex Boyce who aborted our baby in her womb

Over child support back when she tried to take me to court

That is now left to rot like corpses under hot elements

Left to decomposed

From death’s developments

Until I came along and exposed

Our truth from my tomb buried in June

With Egypt like hieroglyphic intelligence

And started painting a picture with my flows

That still to this day is prolific relevance

And is so specific on the details on how horrific

It was being with this female who manipulated

Me into thinking that what we had was terrific

But still she sunk our relationship like the Pacific

Ocean back when she preyed on my emotions

After he was sending her his secret emails

Back when they falsely deliberated

And I was falsely liberated

Back when they wanted me to resurrected

Our love that was already defibrillated

Back when I was ready to make my exit

But what made this that much more twisted

Was now how you all think that I’m a she male

As you all still resist it

Inspired by @Eminem’s Realest https://youtu.be/Yy_dzjijAk0 & by #MeToo lovers Sherri & her husband Ben-efited the most called payback by Tic-Tac-Toe

Are you blind? Do you need glasses?

Or are you slower then molasses?

Because I told you all

Until I find away to get my payback

Like Iran’s Damascus!

I will never be pass this

Therefore how many times

Do I have too say this?

Because see I was the masochist

And she was the sadist

Until the day she left him maskless

Because I didn’t know

Until our last kissed

And after we came to blows

So get that through your thick heads masses!

Who still can’t seem to grasp this?

As I woke her hatred out of it’s stasis

Back when she was more evil than a rapist

The way that she preyed on me

Back when I was at my safest

And she con me

Before he came upon me

Back when I thought what we had

Was the greatest before I needed rehab

As she now haunts me constantly

Since he came out of his hiatus

However you all think I’m a pussy

Like a labias

But honestly that is what pushes me

Like the time when he ambushed me

After she was playing God

Until the day she ran off with that wussy

That why nowadays I am now a atheist

After my faith was left faithless

Back when she was putting on a facade

That left me now faceless

Well you all still applaud

And nod for her lies that were tasteless

Like those nowadays that are still racists

Because you fascists

Are still stuck in her oasis

The way you all still embrace this

And are one sided like facets

Like I was

Back when I thought she was a diamond in the rough

Until I realized she was using me as her and his asset

Back when I was acted tough and never had enough

Until I fell into that batch of acid

Like the Joker( Keeping it now classic)

I guess that is why I am always sarcastic

Since she turned our loved tragic

And she killed our magic

And I am a provoker no matter if I am a little bit older

Until the day that they put me inside my casket

As I am watching you all now snap like elastics

If I am to stretch my mental gymnastics

That makes you all now melt like plastic

Like she, back when I Facebook poked her

And things between her and I got drastic

Back when she was bragging about how his dick

Was bigger than a giraffe’s dick

Back when she claimed that he was hung like a horse

And came at me with no remorse

Back when she used to have a nice pair

But I don’t play poker of course

Though I do loved how I got you pulling out your hair

Just like her. when I came to provoke her

Ever since she fell in love with her online ogre

Because she used to be good for me like yogurt

Until I realized she was the sick kind of bacteria

Back when she served me up like a cafeteria

So Yeah! You better take me Syria

I meant serious!

If you all wanna know why?

I am still coming at her Fast and Furious

Ever since she pretend to be bi-curious

And used her me-too in a way so nefarious

Back when I crossed her psychopath

And became a joke that was so hilarious

That now I won’t stop until I get the last laugh

Even if you all think that I am being delirious

But see she is what put me on our warpath

And now I won’t stop until she feels my wrath

Therefore like Iran’s Damascus

You all better take me Syria!

I meant serious!

Because I don’t mean to rush ya

But she was colder than Russia’s Siberia

Back when she iced me out

Is how I became more sicker than bacteria

If I am to Columbine

How she was like them Tec-9’s in a cafeteria

Back when she schooled me

Before she took the Nazi’s way out like cyanide

Back when she used me as his proxy

And fooled me and out foxed me

Before they became now a permanent couple since 09

After she had me enter in a tournament of wasting my time

Back when I was determined to go and make her mine

And her me-too had that encouragement to crossed a line

Back when her and I we were still in our prime

And she tricked me into thinking we were fine

As her loved for him committed a crime

Back when I put up with their sermon

Of preaching to me that I should take her back

Only for me to get hijacked by her online vermin

Look alike rat if I am to let the cat out of the bag

Back when I bragged and had her back like combat

And went to war before she became now a aristocrat

As I bend over backwards like an acrobat

Just to get ransack and our facts now redact!

And almost everyday I get somebody’s flack

Even though I am not your dentist

So get the fuck out of my face

As this is why I gotta be relentless

And remind why she was like a life sentence

Back when I entered her spaced

Back when Palmer was like a internment camp

And I was their only champ

Until my history was erased

Back when I was raising her up like a ramp

And now like a mystery is what I chased

Trying to figure out where we went wrong?

And why did she traded me up for a bong?

Since she turned our love into a cold case

Back when I thought that her and I we belong

Back when I got their stamp of approval

Until our love once again had got revamped

That ended us back then brutal

Before Trudeau became a prime minister of Canada

Back when she was colder than Pluto

And I faded out of alignment after they planet

I meant planed it after she took me for granted

It’s why now I am no longer apart since 2008

When her lies they came to seal my fate

And it’s why my heart I conceal

And it’s not up for debate

Back when I bought into their propaganda

That I was one of their greats

Until they squeezed me for every nickel

Back when my cancer almost left me at heaven’s gates

It’s what juiced me up now like Tropicana

After they let her beat me like Memphis sickos

Back when they were like Christmas

And they gifted her him as her secret Santa

Back when he made his presence known

And I was a witness like Atlanta

Because now I’m Trump as he gets your votes

For stealing my election since she left me dumped

Just like how she now gets your votes

For stealing my erection is what got my fists pumped

After her Me-Too misdirection

Back when I got jumped

That left me now emotionally crippled

And affected like a ripple

After she tried to send me up the river

Back when they tricked me to forgive her

Back when her lies almost left me in a pickle

And in a slump after our resurrection

Back when her lies passed their detection

And my protection and she was a fibber

Before Me-Too was a hashtag

That became now political

After she threw my heart into a trash bag

And left our loved critical

And on life support after one time we got physical

Is why her lies I added now to my collection

If I am to give it to you all literal

And make you all open your eyes

On why her and I we could never be civil

Back when they gave her me-too a acquittal

And they did little

And she pretend to be a grieving widow

Over the death of our love that she caused

That left us now at odds

After she found a me-too clause

Back when I was caught in the middle

And I went beyond and above

Until my pride she left bullet riddled

Back when she gave me her kill shot

That you all think left me tickled

When she ripped into me with her lying claws

Before they came and tied the knot

Back when you all came to now belittle

On how she made me an afterthought

Back when they came to break the laws

But say that I am being soft and brittle

Fuck off because you all know little

Like I, back when they said he was chisel

Out of stone

And I said if I am too be blunt

After our loved had fizzled out

Back when she pretend to be back on the hunt

As I guess that’s why she smoked him up

After we broke up

Back when she pulled another stunt

And she told me over the phone that we are over

I guess that is why I am still hung up over this cunt

Though I’m no longer love drunk as I am now just sober

Since I got punked in and carved up by her Halloween

And it wasn’t even October

Back when she hung me up like a gallows scene

And became towards me a lot more colder

Before she somehow became now even more crazy

And obscene like she is nowadays acting all coked up

After our love she left to push up daisies

And in decomposition like a corpse odor

Back when I didn’t know he was my competition

Until he dropped on me like a boulder

And came off as my bolder opposition

Back when I was all choked up

The day that she was acting unusual

But somehow put fun in funeral

Is why I still ghost her like Patrick Swayze

Thanks to the tribunal who still judge me

Back when he snatch and grab her like Macy’s

And they let him go and robbed me basically

It’s why you all can’t nudge me from this verdict

Until I made everyone in this world now heard it

Inspired by @Eminem’s 25 to life https://youtu.be/Ngng8UyyaGQ & by #MeToo lovers Sherri and her husband Ben-efited the most called Fake News by Tic-Tac-Toe not finished yet but now @WWE’s #SmackDown is on so I will try coming back to it later?

If you take the first letters of their names

Ben and Sherri

Then you will get B.S.

Which ironically they loved to spewed

But to a few I’m seen now as fake news?

Just giving them now free pressed

But P.S. You all forget!

So let me get this shit off my chest

By reminding you all again on how they met

Back when I almost wrote my suicide note

That became a game of Russian Roulette

Back when they used me as their scapegoat

And he was just another silhouette

Before their song became now a duet

Back when they raped and gloat

And she played the blame game

Back when I thought we were on the same boat

That came along with her mind games

back when she was more poisonous

And I needed an antidote just to survive

Back when she left my name defamed

So their love can now thrive

Back when she used me

For their fifteen minutes of famed

Of almost leaving me back then framed

Therefore please can you all refrained

And get it through your brains

As she only used me for their gain

And it’s why the bloodstains

Of what they done to me

Still remains ingrain

Ever since she left me

Between his cock and a hard placed

Back when she changed the locks

And replaced me with her Scarface

But he ain’t Al Paci-No!